by the way i miss you baby
this type of pain will make you bleed
how can i live without you
when the thought alone makes me weak
i don't know how i will make it baby
staying here without you next to me
but you know what they say girl,
                                    somethings are just meant to be.

Being anonymous
In an ocean of other
Anonymous faces
Moving together, crowding together
Riding the same tide
For the same ******* reasons;
In sacrificing your identity
Take care not to lose yourself

Trapped in a world that doesn't care
sometimes I surprised someone actually gave a **** to get me here.
but that's neither here nor there.
Ever since I got here, people wishing I would disappear.
like I asked for the directions that got me here.

To be honest,
I never asked to be here,
sometimes I don't want to be.
and the people that did me the favor,
do me a favor --
and don't do me no favors.
the worse part of you;
are my worse behaviors.

Stuck in this **** hole,
that's why I act like an *******.
the blood in these veins churning cold.

Trying hard not to fold
The odds against me;
even these jokers -- getting old.
just playing it the best  I can --
even that is starting to get old.

i'm not happy or sad
my emotions change so much
even I -- don't even know.
I get hurt and it don't even show.
this dark corner of my mind
looks like a place we all know.

I am not angry,
just ******* -
life is such a big deal
I'm feeling ripped off
the hands of time -- working against me
getting me ticked off
I keep checking for my expiration date;
haters waiting for it -- like its a write off
before I give into the pressure,
I hang around -- my way of saying, "*******."

A girl sits crying
In the bathroom corner.
Just use another bathroom,
Just leave her alone
She will be fine
The next day,
The girl is not crying.

And people move on.

A boy comes in,
His face black and blue.
Just look away,
Just don't ask questions
He will be fine
Two weeks ahead,
The bruises are gone.

And people move on.

A child's screams,
Heard across the street.
Just lock the door,
Just close the blinds
They will be fine
The child is murdered,
They'll never recover.

And still,
*People move on