Summer nights are to be dreamt for hours
Imagine the future, the time, all those moments, they’re ours
The beautiful fields that feel so lonely
You sitting there alone wearing skin only
Surrounded by all flowers, colours cover all the way
You lie on the grass, close your eyes, imagine every day
Bugs don’t exist, no one is there, you’re alone on the planet
Scream and dance like a clown, make that you own habit
You’re free to not be selfless and hurting
The wind can heal you when your soul is burning
Soon you open up your eyes and see the darkness in the night
You feel alone and sad; now is not so bright
The world looks different now from then
You think it’s scary and you’ll never wish for loneliness again
But even you know how that ain’t true
‘cause even for a little sometimes everything bad is good for you
So take your time to be real sad and get all sick
It might take a while but the world won’t fall so quick
You might feel bad right now but it will all get better
When you close your eyes at night and then remember

It's not the poison that it's poisoning you
Is the reason why you take the poison

He frustrates me, more than you could ever imagine.
Twisting my mind until I become dizzy and disorientated from the confusion.
The web he weaves of contradictions and uncertainties cuts into my soul, with sharp words. Sharp enough to **** someone, or bring them into insanity.
Constant on and off thoughts of "does he want me?" cloud my brain like a song; but I keep going back for more, as he is addictive.

He frustrates me, more than you could ever imagine; but my God those eyes, hypnotic, bright.  That smirk, as if he knows he has me wrapped around his finger.
And I am, he feels like home, in the most beautiful of ways.
Warm skinned and cold-hearted, without even a word he keeps me. I am held captive by that gaze, my God those eyes!

*He frustrates me.

In the blink of an eye, you start to wonder
When did it all begin?
Why did it all happen?
Will it ever stop?

Every story ends with “happily ever after”
But only to one point
Because you can’t be happy forever
No one can ever be

So take a look around
If you’re happy, you will never blick
If you’re lucky, you will never ask
If you still don’t know, I’ll spell it for you
You’re better off dead and not alive

So with time passing by, approaching Death
Don’t you want to end it sooner?
I do
I want stop right here
I want stay here frozen in time
Or not be here at all