Cut on your hips
so no one would see
Nobody will know
Only you and me

I wish I had someone
Someone who I could wake up next to
Someone who would send cute messages to me
Someone to cuddle with
Someone to love

I wish I had someone
Someone who would wipe away the tears
streaming down my face
Someone who would love me
despite all my flaws
Someone who would accept me
for who I am
Someone who would make me
*happy

Six weeks strong
Wounds have healed
Tried to stop an addiction
But became so unhappy
Thoughts became worse
More pessimistic
Demons won't stop pestering
Self hatred grew stronger
Turned to the pain
Knowing that it is just an illusion
Thinking it would help escape
The struggles of life

He saw the scars
On her wrist
She thought he would let go
But he held her by her hips
He pulled her close
And kissed her lips

He wiped the tears
Streaming down her face
As he said
*I love you
Everything will be okay
You will always be mine
So please stay

When will you realize
That your words
Are like knives
Piercing your daughter's
Fragile little heart

Her hands tremble
As the temptation conquers her mind
She grabbed anything sharp
That she could find

Go, do it.
Said the voices in her head
She listens and cuts
Wishing she was dead

Blood stained wrist
Blood stained sheets
Are all she sees
But now her mind is at ease