was for you.
love the uncertainty,
be excited of the unknown,
to throw everything against you.
you were able
to pull through
to push through it all.
i’m probably hyped right now and so thankful to finally have a place where i feel safe to share my thoughts.
before, i write because i’m sad, with a cigarette on my hand, i type. i type as hard as i can just to release the emotions i have inside.
i went through a hard breakdown a month ago where i felt like i was stuck. like i had nowhere else to go.
but i kept on telling myself to push forward. to take baby steps. after all, no one’s rushing me anyway — it’s my life and i should take control of it, so i did.
now, looking back, i’m thankful for everything that had happened.
it helped me be where i am now. even though i’m still figuring things out, at the very least, i’m somewhere. out of the dark place where i was before.