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i
drown
in the gasses
of a jovian sea

on the
red spot of
Jupiter
and of the
twin moons
Io is my only
light

she hoves
a pale blue green
sea creature
in the
phosphor

swirling
like a dervish
the world of
a pervasive
and perverse
nature
wears black lillies
and widow's weeds

i
was
in the
past when
i looked up
at the stars
already gone nova

a connect the dots
roadmap
that is
nothing
but

*history

Chasing,
Chasing,
Chasing,
You see that movie in you mind,
And you see that devil in your line,

What are you going to do?
With the self you intend to suffice,
Surfacing in patterns,
Of Worth,
I know of,
That Heart-felt,
Variance, Of situated fear,
Ugly, Death, you canceled all those perfect days,
Like a show you watch,
Or the water, the waves...


Everyone loves those ruthless men,
With their toes all bent and their minds all spent,

Everyone loves those tired days,
Where the rain comes fast,
But the pain stays the same,

There are rocks of Granite,
And bones of bone,
Men and Woman,
Inside of one Tomb,


I write sometimes, to breeze past the day,
I write sometimes, to remind me of clay,
I write sometimes, to tell you I love you,
I write sometimes, to relent and decay,

If I finish this,
Before you end it,
Or read it after,
My only hope is life's disaster,
Will sweep by your Soul,
Dive past your Spirit,
And leave your mind Whole

My heart's as heavy as the night,
Feels bad in every fight
All I want for us is to stay tight
I don't wanna be out of your sight

Emotions of me that were kept in a box
I can still feel the pain and it *****
I tried to do my best but I guess
My kind of best wasn't your kind of best