The darkness that follows me seems to be catching up
Every step I take
it comes closer
Every breath I take it gets closer
The darkness is following me
I can almost breath it in
The darkness is trying to catch me
I try to stay away
I try to find a haven
I try to go in the light
but there is nowhere to hide
I try and try but I cant escape the darkness
the darkness that keeps following me
I don't know why it follows me
I am scared
Scared of what will happens when it catches me
Scared it will take over and I will be lost in it
Sometimes I feel like giving up
letting it have me
But I know if I do
I will be stuck
I do not want to be stuck
I do not want to lose myself
I wont lose myself
I will keep fighting the darkness
Till I find a sanctuary

Baby now
times have greatly changed
kissing you
has become something old and unfamiliar
if I could kiss you I would
but life don't always give you what you want
and sometimes it is not alright to fight for what you want anymore
for what you want might not be the best for you and maybe what you want doesn't want you

Lately the pain is driving me a little crazy
but lately I am getting through it faster
Lately the pain is driving me a little crazy
Lately I feel as if you will soon move on
And
Life will soon move on
and I will always think of you
but as time goes by I know you will stop being on my mind constantly
even tho all I want is you
for you to be right by myside
because with you I feel the best
the happiest
Im in love with you
I cant help that ****
I feel for you
but im  losing it for you
cause baby as time goes by
Im not feeling like I used to about chu
I still want you I really do
but as time goes on I realized that you aint right for me
you never ****** treated me like you shouldve
you never loved me like you shouldve
been there like you shouldve
but baby lately
im losing those feelings for you
and lately im not thinking so much about chu
lately Ive been getting that money like im supposed to
and lately im alot happier with myself
like i shouldve been along while ago
and lately I realiezed
I can make money without chu
I can be better without chu
I can grind without chu
I can be alot happier wihtout chu
I dont even need you
I dont know what I was thinking
some reason I had it in my head that I needed you
but baby lately
I been feeling like *******.