4-19-18
a date i shall never forget
you left me all alone
to leave my pillows wet,

my heart aches more and more
as each day has slowly gone by
i don't know how to get through the day
trying not to cry,

i feel as if i'm an orphan,
not a single soul for me to hold,
all alone in the world,
no new stories left to behold

I really can't explain it
It's all a little insane to me
You leave my heart confused
Unsure if I really like you
I don't know how this happened ?
But I have these feelings for you
I just hope you have them too
I've been trying to let it go
Like maybe it will go away
but these butterflies I can't ignore
My heart skip a beat when I'm round you your beautiful, kind and sweet
Your everything that I need in a man
Your everything
I wanna just be yours

check

check

check again

slide

unlock

refresh

clear the history

pretend I never said that.

Wow I’m stupid I

Maybe I’m not the stupid one, maybe it’s you

*******.

With your ridiculous face and squiggly hair

how you make me feel things and draw me in

with interlocking fingers and subtle touches.

I can’t I can’t I can’t

my anger is coming out sweet as honey

too gentle for my vicious state I’m stuck in.

******* you.

I check every form of social networking

waiting for you to give me a sign

a little wave.

Instead I get a read receipt.

******* you.

******* the four months we were glued to each other

by force at first, then by choice.

And now a different scenario and a different she

who is much prettier than me

who I’d really like to see

and tell her how lucky someone is

to look into your eyes, even for one dance.

I know it’s unreasonable of me to have such feelings for someone so opposite.

But really we’re quite the same

looking for something else to blame

for every ounce of pain you make me feel

and you think that I’m lame.