As I listened to you say my name for the first time,
My ear drums automatically fell in like,
In like with the tone of your voice as you said my name,
As your sweet lips worded out my name,
I knew that my name will never sound amazing,
Coming out of another girls mouth.
Why is it that you think it's bad for me to like you,
I told you that I liked you and you just didn't say a word,
You made me feel stupid.
You waited a couple days and then decide to talk to me,
You made it seem like nothing happened,
As if I never said anything,
I try getting over you,
But it's tough,
My feelings are super glued to you,
And you seem to not care,
But I'll still talk to you like if I have a chance,
Because I know you're worth my time.
I have found a home
In the strength of your grasp
In the life in your eyes
In the music of your soul
In the warmth of your body
And in the beauty of us together
The noon's greygolden meshes make
All night a veil,
The shorelamps in the sleeping lake
Laburnum tendrils trail.
The sly reeds whisper to the night
A name-- her name-
And all my soul is a delight,
A swoon of shame.
My mouth dries and my eyes water
My throat tightens and so does my chest as
Our song beats through my headphones and flows with my blood
Warming my insides while I shiver on the outside
I throw your sweatshirt on over my head and sniff it every few minutes to remind myself of you
I forget how to breathe
My breath shortens until I realize I am suffocating myself
The thought of now
The thought of being without you
The thought of how much I care for you
It draws from my soul
It weakens me
I need you.
Her eyes were as green as a new patch of grass,
Her hair as blonde it reminded me of the sun,
Her smile was as amazingly curved as a half moon,
Her voice resembled the voice of an angel,
Everything about her was imprinted in my mind,
And i want it to stay there,
For as long as it can last.
If you're there,
could you just let me know
if it ever was meant to happen.
Answer my unanswered question...
don't leave me wondering,
Don't leave me hanging,
never able to know.