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dailythoughts May 2020

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is filled with what-ifs

Irony

#filled #whatifs

dailythoughts May 2020

My Bad

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For a second there
you got me thinking that you care
what a fool I am
To believe your lies
Again and again
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Will I ever learn
Will I ever put myself first
Will this ever end
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The pain
The suffering
The one sided love
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#care #fool #gotmethinking

dailythoughts May 2020

Tease by Tease

. . . . . . .  . i bite my lower lip
. . . . .ready to tease the tease
                                                 the taste of your swollen lips
                                                 lingering on the tip of my tongue
                                                 ***** eyes glimmering in the dark
                          come to me
                          come home
                                                we’ll celebrate. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
                                                let's toast . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

#tease #bite #lust #share #celebrate

dailythoughts May 2020

Thank you

For what it’s worth
I was happy for a minute
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Thank you &
I miss you

#miss #thankyou #happy #minute #time

dailythoughts May 2020

The Feeling of

Life is black and white
One moment you are full of feels
Another you are nothing but an empty vase
Tell me which is worse
Tell me which is better

The feeling of being accepted
The feeling of being appreciated for lil’ things
The feeling of belonging to someone and someplace
The feeling of chasing dreams with hope
The feeling of inspiration brewing within you
The feeling of loving life while watching the sun set
The feeling of the sipping on the warm coffee
The feeling of cold water running down your body
The feeling of waking up to a sunny morning
The feeling of overcoming your fear of dogs
The feeling of achievement after finishing a 3000-word essay
The feeling of being

Or

The peaceful feeling of being lost in your own dimension
The peaceful feeling of not talking to anyone
The peaceful feeling of not having to trust a soul
The peaceful feeling of laying hopelessly
The peaceful feeling of the 3am routine
The peaceful feeling of the bitter sensation of liquor
The peaceful feeling of hot water running in the dark space
The peaceful feeling of not leaving your bed
The peaceful feeling of gazing at the ceiling
The peaceful feeling of just being

Tell me which is worse
Tell me which is better

#feeling #blackandwhite #happy #sad #alone #anxious

dailythoughts Apr 2020

Mind Games

Don't entertain every thought.

#mindgames #entertain #hurt #thought

dailythoughts Apr 2020

Self loathe

I mistreat my soul by punishing myself for the sins you commit, allowing you to shame me while showering in misery.

The power in me which you have replaced with fear of losing you when in the first place you are not even mine.

You blinded this cruelty with the smell of roses, with the warm lies and with your deceiving eyes.

I name this love but it feels like the end of my very soul.

#love #power #selflove #soul #misery