you asked me how I was doing
honestly
i’m not even close to being fine

i don't have it in me to go through things
i still have feelings for you
and you have no plans to stick around
or even try
just leave me alone
i am sorry
i don’t hate you
i never can
it’s just me who is weak and done for good
with everyone and everything

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.
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.
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Tell them you have feelings for them

and

never talk to them again

Love me some sunshine
In the midst of daylight

Pour me some wine
In a glass of sweet and dry lies

Kiss me some flowers
In a pile of hot lures

Plant me a garden
In the back of your wagon

Your lies are the forbidden poison I crave

Hypnotize me with your betraying eyes

Play me senselessly with your randomly spoken words

Do me wrong so you can sleep peacefully

Do me wrong so I can feel right

To the shores that return,
I see you.

To the shores that never look back,
I see you.

To the shores that are lost,
I pray for you.

To the shores that cry,
I pray for you.

To the shores that are alive.
I want to be you.