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Antonio Dec 2015
Half asleep in my room.
Flood my mind with thoughts of you,
spring awake, begin to shake.

I have this fear, gently whispering in my ear.
Makes me wonder if your still there.
Don't move on I beg you please.
See your smile, fall to peace.
•huh I wish•
This mind is scared you'll find someone new. Someone better
Makes me blind
Antonio Dec 2015
These things I want to say, can't wait another day. But in my mind, I fear they'll stay. For I cannot risk, losing you today.
All these things that I should say. Put them off another day. Until the day you Walk away.
Antonio Dec 2015
A pain inside so deep, so trapped. A mine of hurt left intact. It can't be seen, nor be touched. Just know that it is there.

Fear runs rapid through my mind, wakes me up so late at night. Roll to my side and see your face, and just like that I'm back asleep.

She left me torn, and out to die. She left me cold with doubt inside. But now you are here, fill her place. I long for your loving embrace. Comfort me, I am so small. Show me love, or nothing at all.
Whadda bish
Antonio Dec 2015
His thoughts echoed in his mind, like screaming in a cave.

"I love you"

He looks at her with a gentle gaze, in hopes to ease her pain.

What she returned, was a hollow stare that showed how much she hurts.

Her poor plagued mind, she wears it like a curse.

Screaming and shouting but nothing comes out, for this poor boy, rarely opens his mouth.

But this young man would give his life to see her smile through,
this thick dark cloud that follows both, around her tiny room.
Thoughts... And some more thoughts and then it ends.
Antonio Dec 2015
Lost in a valley of my mind.
A winding cavern so dark inside.
Need a light to show the way.
Need someone to come, but stay.
For if you leave the flame will die,
and i will stay, trapped inside.
Lost in my head, come find me, come save me.
Antonio Dec 2015
Pray one day my dreams come true.
The dreams include just me and you.
Happy running in the rain.
Happy running with no pain.
Unrealistic, projections of the mind,
are where i seem to spend my time.
Playing happy, worry free,
laughing, jumping you and me.

Fear my dreams will come alive.
A fear, that holds firm in my mind.
Me with you
And
You with me
Maybe we can never be
I had a dream in which i killed an old love with my fists, and another in which we kissed. Weird huh
Antonio Dec 2015
He's back.

Watches from my bedside until  i rise.
As i do he whispers clear.
Asking why I'm still here.
Tie my laces, see a noose.
Look to you, whom i know ill lose.
Draining me, an emotional ploy
To him my life is just a toy.
Pulling, bending, break, and twist.
Waiting for the day I give in.
His control, an iron grip.
Im beginning to fear, he'll soon win.
He visits me like a ghost, and follows me. Constantly over my shoulder. He never leaves
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