do you know what it's like?
to take a blade to your hips
and let denial fall willingly off your lips?
do you know what it's like?
to be broken before you had the chance to bend
and to desperately search for a way to make things end?
do you know what it's like?
to lie awake at night and cry
and have nothing get better despite how hard you try?
do you know what it's like?
to feel battered, weak, and small,
and have every thought turn in on itself like a mirrored hall?
do you know what it's like?
i hope you don't.