Storming tidal waves break the bank of my mind,
and overwhelm me in this ruthless urban sea.
Lost hope and optimism manifesting ideas of dying alone and accepting diving below.
Yet, it's the end,
finally, I can rest my friend
from my failed life plan.
Dash and escape from the cruelty of today's humankind, just let the worries dissipate aside.
Such terror stalks upon my psyche,
hunting for the chance to say the final goodbye.
I've committed too many egregious sins to kin, friend, and lovers,
I have nothing left to discover.
****** in by a whirlpool of pride,
yet still, can only emotionally hide.
I took beauty for granted,
my view was so convoluted and slanted,
a false conveying of intellect that was pure and enchanted.
I stand at the edge of an emotional vortex but it won't take me in, it wouldn't listen and too empathetic,
trying to erase my believed personal reflection; I'm a maniac.
It repeated to me: "it's never too late, just one last fate, one last call, one last human experience of love is all".
Whirlwinds of splashing water **** me in and burrow me below the salty fuming crashes.
I hold my breath,
as I begin the dance of death,
flooded again by past my mistakes, pains, and regrets.
To my surprise, just before my demise,
a smile arrives,
relaxation resides,
my mind has been unlocked, it is free and finally no longer paralyzed.
I rise as if a crystal ball.
I'm the one in control of it all,
all it took was one leap, crawl, and natural law.
Experiences that will still last a lifetime,
no matter their arrival time,
they mold us into a new design,
and become pure the happiness inside.
It is love. The most malleable force of all.
Human's true call.
Natures own law.
An insatiable draw.
Follow that internal call, even if you fall.