'AHHHHH, MAKE ME A CUP OF TEA!"
Here, in this living room
my mother lies
in her coffin.
Death, the uninvited guest
makes itself at home.
I sit beside her
as if in a play
not knowing
the next line
is mine...
In the cast list
I am her first
boy
I am
unable to cry
now
unable to believe
the realness
of this
reality.
Memory is unable
to hold her
she spills from my mind
like water
held in the hands.
My mind cuts
a cross section
through time
so that she is
here
in all her living
guises
little girl...young woman
mother.
I see her
as all she forever is
can ever be. . .
Tears drop
upon her
face
tears that can't
stop
as if now
she cries
for me.
I wipe my tears
from her face.
"Don't cry..."
I whisper into her hair
"I'll make you a cup of tea."
The clock
refuses to chime.
There is no time
left.