The worst thing about losing someone to death is that
you didn't actually get that chance to pay your farewell
When they leave,
they just left
Suddenly, their brain refused to consume the oxygen,
their heart refused to pump the blood to the veins
It was almost felt like all those organs and cells had conspired together and finally come to their final conclusion
There will be days when you feel like grieving
and mourning over them are as normal as breathing
And it's okay,
it's okay
No one will ever get over death of loved ones easily
mostly because the "what if"s and "if only"s that follows,
Because the most painful goodbye
is the ones that never got the chance to be said
i miss you Grandma. if i could only turn back the time, i'd love to hug you tighter that night. for one last time