a - Hello Poetry

a Jun 2018

6.8.18

The long nights
where i lay awake
wondering why
i feel so heavy
why does it feel as if i am dragging myself
dragging an empty
broken
worn and torn
vessel?

Just a little diddy from class. Wrote it a few days ago, so i decided i would put it on here. Hope you like it

#depression #sad #insomnia #nightmare #anxiety #empty #broken

a Jan 2018

1.25.18

adolescence

it is the time
where we try
to find ourselves
a time
where we break the rules
or maybe just bend em'
a time where love is found
a time where hearts are broken
a time of freedom
and no one can stop us

thought this was kinda cute, so i decided to share with you guys. was also kind of in a good mood and felt like writing. might turn this into a song. idk yet. hope you guys enjoy :)

#love #adolescence #teenagers #young #freedom #risks

a Jan 2018

1.8.18

my heart
it pounds
so vigorously
suddenly
i cant breathe
everything starts to shift
panic takes over
i'm suddenly overwhelmed
trapped
i feel myself breaking faster than my body can handle
i cry for help
but all i can do
is stare blankly
and not say a thing

i am having a panic attack. i hate school so much. someone please come and **** me. I swear i might try tonight if it comes to it. i hope some of you find peace with this piece. I also hope that i helped you to understand your feelings. Poetry is a great coping mechanism. It is a way to put your feelings into words.

#anxiety #panic #attack #crying #helpless #depression #pain #hatred

a Dec 2017

12.21.17

the blood
it starts to trickle
but i don't care
not anymore
in fact
i ache for it
i ache for the pain
i ache for that little bit of feeling
it is no longer self harm

a Dec 2017

12.27.17

you know something is wrong
when holidays
just turn
into regular
boring
old ******* days

my illnesses have ****** everything up for me. Can't feel a **** thing now

#depression #anxiety #anorexia #sad #pain #help

a Dec 2017

12.21.17

j
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this looks sorta cool soo.... yeahh....enjoy?

#tired #sleepy #depression #anxiety #ocd #pain #sad #random

a Dec 2017

12.19.17

anxiety
what a concept to grasp
it eats you alive
like a cancerous cell
trying to wear away at your bravery

it consumes you
suffocates you until you no longer are able
to gasp for air

wrote this during school. Having anxiety is a very heavy burden for me. It suffocates me at the worst times. Hope you all enjoyed this piece :)

#anxiety #ocd #depression #sad #pain #help #panic #anxious #suffocated