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  Apr 2018 Atta
Elizabeth Steilen
While we were friends, I was happy, I loved my life.
But after you left me broken I was almost alone. The one who kept me company was the voice in my head.
It would tell me all the horrible things you’ve done to me, slowly distancing us until our bond was broken beyond repair. Then it left for a while, leaving me all alone, my only companion this journal.
I talked to you once in class and the voice returned, warning me of how you treated me. Warning me of the broken state it made me come to.
So I’m sorry, I’m sorry the voice got the best of me. But as I sit here writing, still alone, I wonder how much of it could be true.
  Apr 2018 Atta
Undone
I walked to school today

Knowing I cried myself to sleep last night

Knowing no one knew

Knowing that was my power that I owned over everyone else
  Apr 2018 Atta
natalie
i used to love you sober.



               i've been high for days.
  Apr 2018 Atta
LUNA
You.
The one who wrote me a poem
The one that makes me shake
The one for me
The one my sunflowers are for
The one I put my headphones as loud as I can dyring love songs
The one with the most beautiful eyes
Your eyes...
I could stare at your eyes for my whole life and never get bored
I would count the different tons of blue and one life wouldn't be enough
Unfortunatelly, life has an end
We are gonna die just like everyone else we love and the most beautiful flowers
But, it is time to live extraordinarily
We have to enjoy our time on Earth, enjoy our youth
Drink cheap wine, go out, download old french movies
Spend the night doing whatever but not sleeping
Listenin to music, dancing, dancing a lot! alone in the room or in a club with a bunch of people we will never know
Most people decide not to live miserably
But I chose to live extraodinarily and that means living with you
Atta Feb 2018
buat apa bermimpi
pada akhirnya terperosok jauh

buat apa mengkhayal
pada akhirnya tersesat dalam ilusi

mungkin itu cara Tuhan
untuk mengajarkan kita
cara untuk berusaha

atau mungkin itu cara Tuhan
untuk menjauhkan kita
dari kesenangan yang fana
dan keterpurukan yang nyata

terima kasih Tuhan









tapi aku sudah larut dalam keterpurukan itu, Tuhan.
menyalahkan Tuhannya ketika dia jatuh dan membenarkan dirinya, egois.
Atta Jan 2018
Jadi kemaren gue rencananya kaya bikin puisi atau apalah gitu kan sebelum ganti tahun. tapi gue ketiduran. terus gue kaya pas bangun tuh gak nyesel amat sih tapi kaya ada satu beban aja gitu kalau belom post apa-apa disini. Jadi gue post aja deh first impression gue buat orang-orang yang aku sayang hehehe.
tapi karena maleaes, kapan-kapan aja deh bye.
Atta Nov 2017
my depression comes back from a long nice vacation.
welcome back *******!
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