I am a lost boy
From never land
Usually hanging with Peter Pan.
Run run lost boy
They say to me
Away from all the reality
-Ruth B.

Your every move has led me to her.
The beginning we were nothing.
Now she is everything.
How can someone care so much.
Always on my mind.
Wondering if she is okay.
I wear her sweatshirt.
It smells like her.
She wears mine.
My last name on her back.
Big red letters.
It's cute on her.
She is everything to me.
I love her with every ounce in my body.
I love her so much.
Nobody has a clue what I'm getting into to.

Countless nights I've cried.
But now I stand tall, I am very much alive.
Used to be small, I am very much alive.
The world had attacked.
Nobody here to help.
Then Emily came into my life.
She began to show me meaning in life.
I went to church with her.
Talked all the time.
Built up confidence a little more.
Then life opened about her door.
Melody.
The way we met was strange.
Just me being my wierd self.
At mendive you were different.
I said hi in the halls I guess you remembered.
Somehow I just felt like I could trust you.
Then we stopped talking.
We had never rally started.
Just small talk here and there.
No one really taking care,
To the few conversations we had.
Later in school we had both become a bit older.
Some of us a bit bolder.
Friend request on Facebook.
Turned into conversations at four am.
Those conversations turned into new friends.
Then then something else began.
Something I involving me needing to trust.
Trust you.
Yes love I trust you.
I know you know what you are doing.

Your a good good father...
It's who you are. It's who you are!
I am loved by you.
It's who I am. It's who I am.
Your a good good father!

Leaving for some random reason.
Excuse me miss, but I left my thing there.
Be quick.
Yes mam'm.
When I get into the hall I wait for her.
The sweet face of a girl with blue hair.  
We walk to wherever we are going.
Today it was the bathroom and RO.
We talk and laugh.
Hug.
She wraps her arms around me.
Somehow I can sorta tell when she wants to.
Creating some reason to.
It's wierd because she still asks.
Softly, can I hug you?
Yes of course love! No need to ask...
By her asking I wonder...
Who made you think you needed to ask to hug someone?
Love I don't mind when you hug me.
I may even like it more than you do.
Your touch is crazy.
The feeling it sends through me.
When you stare into my eyes...
**** you have such beautiful brown eyes.
You always claim your hair looks bad.
No love, it is absolutely amazing.
Everything about you is amazing.
Everything is perfect.
Please don't ever feel like you have to change.
Don't change for anyone.
You are beautiful the way you are.
Just the way you are...

So this poem will be a little different.
No it's not about melody.
Like most have been.
This is about my sweet friend.
Sweet friend em.
She has been through so much.
And gotten past it.
I'm amazed by her strength.
The strength to rise up beyond the pain.
She has made it so far.
Emily you are truly an inspiration.
Even if I don't talk much anymore.
Know I'm always here and you mean so much still.
Random peom for you Emily.

Grab my hands.
Dance with me.
Pulled in close.
Stay here with me.
Yes you don't even know.
How much you really mean.
You are one of the reasons I breath.
Your every word draws me in.
Every move makes me weak.
Weaker to you.
Falling hard.
For once I actually want to fall.
Fall into you.
Feel your heart beat.
Your lips on mine.
Every kiss frightening and beautiful.
Wanting to grow old.
Only with you love.
Late at night.
Texting you til daylight.
Staying up as long as I can.
Dreaming of you.
Seeing you.
Morning lunch whenever we can.
Life's to short.
You say to live in the moment.
Never try to rush.
I'm always somewhere out of my mind.
Living strewn about over time.