for almost a week you walk inside my dreams
I wonder if it means your heart still belongs to me
but my hope is too big, I must put it in a smaller box
cause they keep me thinking about you too often
"I hope you call, I hope I can tell you about it"
"I hope you miss me, I hope you return"
our story is recorded within my vein
rushing in and out of my blood on each heartbeat
it is one hell of a journey, it changes who I was
for the better, for good, for you, for us, and for me

with him, I can see the end when we begin
with him, I have no attachment, just comfort
with him, I am able to go on my own and grow
with him, I learn how to love me more
with him, I know it's okay to be honest
with him, I feel possible to take chances
with him, maybe, just maybe
I can find the road to love again

chin up, dressed up, show up
remember that single is enough
and double is somehow too much

always put my guard high;
love myself first, then give others
some of my love, just some of it

keep in mind that falling in love
only makes me weak
and weakness ruined my smile
so I have decided to fall for me

yes, people are nice but hey
it doesn't mean I have to
give them the key to my castle
cause I am mature enough
to use my brain more than
my worn out heart

and I only need myself
inside my heart

for I was once a flower
who only finds pain
as the wind and insects
scattered my petals,
****** my sweet honey
now I'd rather buried myself
to where the diamonds sleep
so that only the greatest man
will put efforts, take his time
to find me, to love me
for I was once a flower
who turns into a diamond
and I am bright, alone

just before he left
I kissed him again
and he pulled me deeper
I thought he was the gravity

he said, "let's keep this between us"
while pulling my hair, kissing my tired lips
both my eyesight and judgment are clouded
by his handsome look, facing one breathe away
but the night is changing, so does his mind
when the morning knocks, I was alone
laying on my bed, missing his gentle hug
with our secret Sunday

Now I understand
why a baby sleeps faster
inside a hug
because the lullabies
with the softest sound
and such gentle comfort
is one's heartbeat
playing close to our ears