If I could rip my heart out I would've done it already
Put it in the blender and make it look like mushed spaghetti
Then throw it in the air like if it was confetti
Then walk out the house and say I'm ready
To live a life with no pain
No more love games
After all that nothing would ever be the same
I'd be heartless, careless
No more stressing out till I'm hairless
No more hoping that life was filled with fairness
I'd have life held by its reins
completely tamed
And there would be no one that could drive me insane
Playing life like a game
Perfectly passing everything, put the high score next to my name
I'd be as hot as the devil
But instead I'm stuck here in the same level

I've come to find,
I tend to love the right people,
At the wrong time.

If I cannot love you as a lover,
Then I suppose,
I'll settle for loving you as a friend

You lead me to the door,
I'm not quite ready to go,
We stop and talk again,
For another five minutes,
Perhaps a hug is in order,
But neither of us seem sure.
So you just open the door wide,
For an awkward goodbye.

You built a home inside of him
but how were you to know
that when he'd leave you here for dead
you’d have nowhere else to go?

So you pick up pen and paper
Along with the other pieces too
and you learn to play with words
the way he played with you

When my beating heart,
Was falling apart at the seams,
You took a thread and needle,
And stitched each break together,
With your name.

Now you are trying to take,
The strings back out,
But my heart has grown around them,
And your name won't leave my mind.