Yes,
I took a way,
divergent from others.
As I don't need to do
what every other does.
I keep away
myself from the crowd.

They may not be wrong
It was only my will
to be free,
free from everything
that limits my potential.

Perhaps,
It can make me
something bigger,
that I've never thought of.

I want to be loved
But no, I don't really want to.
I could've given my heart
to someone, but I didn't.
Maybe I fear, yes I fear love.
It's something contrary to
what I used to believe.
I've heard, it's divine, it's heaven.
And it's everything good.
But reality is awful.
I've seen people in love.
The same are strangers now,
living with heavy broken hearts.
I too want to be loved,
But I don't really want to feel,
Used, Unwanted and Unloved.

As she looks through the years,
She can't stop her tears;
When everyone talked about her luck,
She didn't knew where she'd stuck;
None can be aware how she feels,
Neither she'd found something that heals;
She cared about hearts of everyone,
While they forgot, she too have one;
Everything's falling apart,
Now she owns a burning heart;
When each thing went wrong,
She decided to stay strong;
Trying to live with little hope,
Finding ways for to trouble to cope;
Yes she will live,
With an other motive.

I just want to go through the uncertainties,
I want to take the unfamiliar paths,
Maybe it'll lead to desired destination,
Or else, whatever, walking matters.

I just want to wash out my pains,
I want to undergo the depths​ of ocean,
To lose in its mystery and beauty.
What a beatitude! yeah, indeed.

I just want to be the wanderer of desert,
To walk through the sand dunes,
In solitude and silence all around,
Just to beware the struggle of life.

I just want to hover in the air,
Higher and higher over the layers
With open arms, walking in the wind,
To look up from there, in search of thee.

I feel the need to walk alone,
Counting my steps, one two three
And laugh at myself, how stupid me.

I feel the need to have a talk,
Talk that makes no sense, neither
to you nor to me, oh God!

I feel the need to take a turn,
From vibes that are negative, which
may never ever uplift me.

I feel the need of soothing music,
A little now and a little later, I need
it every passing hour.

I feel the need to love myself,
As i need to be loved,
Purely, perfectly and passionately.