I feel the need to walk alone,
Counting my steps, one two three
And laugh at myself, how stupid me.

I feel the need to have a talk,
Talk that makes no sense, neither
to you nor to me, oh God!

I feel the need to take a turn,
From vibes that are negative, which
may never ever uplift me.

I feel the need of soothing music,
A little now and a little later, I need
it every passing hour.

I feel the need to love myself,
As i need to be loved,
Purely, perfectly and passionately.

I just want to go through the uncertainties,
I want to take the unfamiliar paths,
Maybe it'll lead to desired destination,
Or else, whatever, walking matters.

I just want to wash out my pains,
I want to undergo the depths​ of ocean,
To lose in its mystery and beauty.
What a beatitude! yeah, indeed.

I just want to be the wanderer of desert,
To walk through the sand dunes,
In solitude and silence all around,
Just to beware the struggle of life.

I just want to hover in the air,
Higher and higher over the layers
With open arms, walking in the wind,
To look up from there, in search of thee.

When I'm loved by some,
I think of you and feel blessed.
In your company alone,
I find myself totally unstressed.

I have no one but you,
Only you as my Confidant.
I believe in you deeply,
You won't betray, it's evident.

I thank you, Divine Being.
You took my burdens away,
You kept evoking me that
Tomorrow's another day.

Your Love and Care and Grace,
Knew no bounds.
I fall short of words to praise,
And even If I do, it'd be never enough.

You know me better than I,
I replay and hold on to pain.
Help me, O lord! to get through.
I'll never forget to thank you, again.

They say, you can't see God
But in the dawn and at dusk,
In the daylight and starry night
And when the sky wears the spectrum,
I see Nature, I see God.

They say, you can't hear God
But, everytime I hear the burbling stream,
the soothing sound of the waves
and the chirping of birds,
I hear Nature, I hear God.

They say, you can't talk to God
But whenever I scream out my love
to the desolate dunes and
talk my heart out to lonely trees,
chilling under their shades.
I talk to Nature, I talk to God.

They say, you can't smell God
But in the sweet scented​ flowers
and in the wet mud after the recent rains,
I smell Nature, I smell God.

Everytime when the wind
blows through my hair,
Everytime when I feel
the fresh air on my face,
I feel Alive, I feel You,
I feel Love, I feel God.

Every now and again
I am not with others.
I consider it as a gain
without thinking further.

But deep inside
I am not contented at all,
I too want some ones aside
A Friend or Comrade to call.

Being drown in loneliness,
For me, it's not new.
But it's a kind of sadness
knowing what's true.

I want to be loved
But no, I don't really want to.
I could've given my heart
to someone, but I didn't.
Maybe I fear, yes I fear love.
It's something contrary to
what I used to believe.
I've heard, it's divine, it's heaven.
And it's everything good.
But reality is awful.
I've seen people in love.
The same are strangers now,
living with heavy broken hearts.
I too want to be loved,
But I don't really want to feel,
Used, Unwanted and Unloved.

They
They can
They can love
They can be lovers
They can be lovely couple
They are a lovely couple, now
They were lovely couple, once
They were lovely couple
They were lovers
They loved
They.

I look up
at the sky,
staring into space.
Standing
on the summit,
our daily meeting place.
I stretch
out my arms
to it, to embrace.
Yeah!
It's my solace,
the smile of my face.
I wanna jump
up to the sky,
Just wanna leave a trace.
I'll ask the sky
nothing but
A Jar full of
memories glacé
Yeah! It's my next dream
to chase, by God's grace.

love  is ...
praying  for  someone,
inspite  of  
being  an  atheist.

Sometimes we want some people in our life until​ the end of time. But that feeling may not be from both sides. They may not be ardent, they may not be there tomorrow like they're at present. With time, they'll slowly and nicely avoid you. And you'll feel ignored and isolated very soon. You will miss them, thier presence, the memories, everything related to them. This causes pain. But this is not at all your fault. If they don't wish to be with you then simply leave them. If it's easy for them to forget you, you're also brave enough to reciprocate. Let them go. You just don't let the pain occupy your life all the time.

I being a Bird of passage,
Moved from east to west.
By and by, I perceived that
Home's the best place to rest.

Each one of us desires to be heard
hence forgot to hear others. But
we should be willing to listen,
cos, they too feel the same

Be like the bouncy ball.
Don't give up on yourself,
no matter how much
you've been hit by a hard state.
As the time passes, you'll surely
bounce higher than ever.

It was the first time,
when he looked at her and
he got attracted towards her,
just towards her beauty.
Gradually they became
very close to each other
but sadly she didn't sensed that
he was only enjoying benefits and
this relation too ended when
the bee left the flower...

As she looks through the years,
She can't stop her tears;
When everyone talked about her luck,
She didn't knew where she'd stuck;
None can be aware how she feels,
Neither she'd found something that heals;
She cared about hearts of everyone,
While they forgot, she too have one;
Everything's falling apart,
Now she owns a burning heart;
When each thing went wrong,
She decided to stay strong;
Trying to live with little hope,
Finding ways for to trouble to cope;
Yes she will live,
With an other motive.

I am in Love.
With no fear
to be torn apart,
ferociously.

to be left alone,
completely.

to be broken up,
eventually.

B'coz the one
whom I love
passionately,
is none but Me.

I love you but
something refrains me,
i don't know how and what,
i just can't rely upon thee.

I love you but
i fear of getting hurt,
will you be with me lifelong?
or till someone better comes along?

I love you but
i'm left with no guts,
my heart has been ripped to shreds,
i'm with no tears to shed.

Can you let me know
How do you do it?
The way you unlove me
So easily, so smoothly.

Can you tell me what,
For what you did this to me?
What's that which made you
deceive me, proficiently.

If you ever let me know
Maybe I won't or never
can I do it to some other and
That's what differs, you and me.

I wish, someone do the same
to you on my behalf, someday
maybe then you could know
How it feels, to feel unwanted.

The​ last
time we met,
we were in
long eye-contacts
and now we aren't
even in contacts!

Yes,
I took a way,
divergent from others.
As I don't need to do
what every other does.
I keep away
myself from the crowd.

They may not be wrong
It was only my will
to be free,
free from everything
that limits my potential.

Perhaps,
It can make me
something bigger,
that I've never thought of.

Thanks God
you were adding
Joy and Sorrow
in our lives
time to time
otherwise humans
would have felt even
superior than you!

I feel the need to walk alone,
Counting my steps, one two three
And laugh at myself, how stupid me!

I feel the need to have a talk,
Talk that makes no sense, neither
to you nor to me, oh God!

I feel the need to take a turn,
From vibes that are negative, which
may never ever uplift me.

I feel the need of soothing music,
A little now and a little later, I need
it every passing hour.

I feel the need to love myself,
As I feel the need to be loved,
Purely, perfectly & passionately.

If you want to
experience peace,
spend less time
in air-conditioned rooms
and more outside
with common people.

When you feel really low
I know the pain you undergo,
but believe in yourself​, my lovely
and you can touch the sky, surely.

When you find yourself alone
when it makes your heart to groan,
just then relax your eyes, mind too
and remember, how much I love you.

Whenever your heart feels heavy,
wipe your tears and get ready,
come to me, open up your heart,
I'm sure I can give you atleast a bit comfort.
      
If you ever miss me
put a smile on your face, lovely.
It's just our bodies, afar
just know that, souls are never apart.

I sincerely pray to the almighty,
to let you shine more brightly.
May you always have fun
with your dear loved one.

I tether my goals to me
How can I let go of them, simply.
It's the bane of my existence,
It's what I live for
today and everyday.
Without it, I'm equal to nothing.

I will seize every chance
to get to my desire.
I am ready enough
to sweat more.

No matter whether it's
to hit the summit or
to reach the deepest
of the abyss.
I will, for sure, do it, for me

I am choking back my tears,
hoping to get myself in gear
but felicity is nowhere near.
I'm falling and cracking and
mind peace is lacking.

I'm bearing all as my curse,
feels like an injured racehorse
and nothing could be worse.
I scream angrily, madly and
feeling so deeply.

Wanna run away somewhere,
I don't want anyone to care
I just know that my heart's on fire.
Still I'm alright,
ready to reach new heights
to shine even bright.