AC - Hello Poetry

AC Apr 2017

It's twelve in the morning,
these thoughts don't have enough space
It screams for a peaceful life
yet craves for endless ideas
I'm not crazy, I am just aware
That people will leave
when they are tired of you
Believe me,
they can and they will.

#overthinker #love #lost #life #relationships #sad #stressed

AC Sep 2016

I wonder

I wonder
I wonder why
I wonder why I feel at ease

I wonder again 
I wonder what *
I wonder what’s with you

I wonder, cause I can't help it
I wonder *how
I wonder how feelings escalated this fast

I wonder with all of these adverbs but I've got no answer. And then, I find myself asking
"Are you the one or are you the next to break my heart?"

#love #feelings #happy #weird #wonder #unusual #unexpected

AC Apr 2016

These days

These are the days that I want to give up.
For all the painful words, broken promises and broken dreams.

These are the days that I want to disappear.
For all the sadness, challenges and unending thoughts.

These are the days that I've lost myself.

#love #broken #words #sad #life #lonely #depressed #days #romance #thoughts

AC Oct 2015

N.F.L.

I fell asleep, you're in my mind
I dreamed of you, you were the one that I love
I woke up with a smile, thought it was so right
It was just a dream but **** got real

Can't live, can't breathe without you
What was I supposed to do?
Can't smile, can't laugh without you
Do you feel the same way too?

AC Jun 2015

Illumine

Let's skip the bad memories;
Let's keep the good ones
For it would illumine not only our lives
but also our way of thinking

Let's forget the people who broke our hearts;
Let's remember the people who took good care of it
For it would illumine not only our lives
but also our way of loving

Let's forgive the people who left;
Let's treasure the people who stayed
For it would illumine not only our lives
but also our way of searching

#love #life #thoughts #perspective #positivity #lessons

AC Jun 2015

Worthy yet worthless

Do you ever feel like you're not good enough and never will be?*

Yes, The people around me
They never fail to make me feel so worthless
It's like "I'm trying to be good, I've done all the things you want me to do. What else?"
At times, all I want is to disappear
Maybe. Just maybe,
In their eyes, they'll start to appreciate me.

#sad #thoughts

Jun 2015

Medhina Khanal

Seconds

The smashed ribs, the swollen legs
The state of heart every time the ground shakes
The endless tears, the unflattering fears
The subdued feelings, the impotent states
and I realize how helpless I am
As everything vanished within seconds

The cracked hopes, the buried dreams
The unbearable truths, the painful screams
The broken fantasies, the shattered desires
The situation where no one admires
Tried to stop, I tired to evade
Then I realize how helpless I am
as everything vanished within seconds

#exhausted #and #shattered #earthquake #witnessed