Surrounded by the multitudes, Yet feel alone... Engaged in trite narratives, The voices merely drone.... This unquenchable emptiness, I drown with intoxication... Only to wake from my stupor hollower than before, Choking on hate and distain... Desire and ambition are smothered by pain, As the grip tightens on the throat of my soul, The pit in my gut grows and grows taking it's toll... Every moment slipping deeper into the abyss, Until nothingness is an addiction I just can't resist.... Go on existing until my last breath, Living without life, is worse than death
Personality like two sides of a coin, Duplicitous in nature... Both the cause and the cure, This is the infinite loop in my mind, Minute to minute for all of my time..
Serendipitous in it's naive essence, Living for that fortunate happenstance .. While the residue past transgressions, Poisons future endeavors' chance... This is the infinite loop in my mind, Minute to minute for all of my time..
Both sinner and saint in the same line, Posing as the executioner and the accused all in one mind.. This is the infinite loop in my mind, Minute to minute for all of my time...
So I tread on through life, Happiness within reach with my own hand dragging me down... Things will be different because of the people that surround, They give me the strength and desire to deny my demons... This is the infinite loop has been broken, Which existed in my mind... Minute to minute for all of my time