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Do you ever ask yourself why?

Why is she prettier than you?
Why is he smarter than you?
Why is she better than you?

Or the hardest question to ask yourself

Why did the person you love left you hanging

Was it because someone was better
Was it because you weren't good enough

Everyday I wake up with this question in my mind
Everyday I wake up with a puzzled face
Everyday I wake up with a broken heart

Why?

Because

You left me hanging
You raised my hopes
You made me believe that someone would be able to accept me and love me  for who I am and will never give up on me

Remember

These words would always be in my mouth
These hands would always miss your touch
This lips would always linger for your kiss

And

This heart would always wait for a love like yours
Dont ever break a person's heart.
Why can't you be more like your younger sister?
Why can't you do better?
Why can't you get straight A's while she can?
Why do you always bring disgrace to this family?

My answer?
Because I'm not her
Because this is my maximum capacity
Because this is the best I can do
I never meant to be a disgrace

I'm sorry okay?
I'm sorry if I can't satisfy your expectations
I'm sorry she'll always be the one you're proud of
I'm sorry if I'm only a shadow compared to her
I'm sorry if I was a mistake

You always use her as a basis to set the bars
You always compare her to me
You always tell me that you treat us equally but act otherwise
You always praise her and insult me

So what if I can't satisfy you?
So what if I'm not perfect?
So what if this is the best i can do?
So what if SHE'S your favorite?

Accept me
I'm begging for your love
I'm broken, can't you see?
I'm crying here in the corner and yet you still praise her
I'm suffocating to give my best and you tell me it's still not enough

Do i have to beg?
Do i have to kneel down in front of you?
Do i have to act pitiful just to receive your love?
Do i have to be like her just to see you smile at me?

But what if I cant?
Will you spit me out? Be disgusted in me? Hate me? Disown me?
All because SHE'S your favorite child?
Hey, how are you today?
"..."
Are you okay?
"..."
You look sad, are you alright?
"..."
Can you hear me?
"..."
Are you even listening?
"..."
***** this, you're not worth my time
"..."

I'm fine. How about you?
Yes, I'm okay.
I'm alright.
Yes, I can hear you.
Yes, I'm listening.
Wait, don't go.

All the thoughts i want to let out...
All the words i'm just dying to say...
All the words i want everyone to hear...
All the insights i want to let the world hear...
Nothing.

I can't say it. Because i'm scared.
Because i don't want society to hate me even more.
Because people won't understand anyway.
Because i'm scared  people will leave me once they hear what i've got to say

So in the end, here i am.
Unable to respond to you, your questions, your worries
Because society has shut me up
And now you leave me
Because I'm voiceless
"Their lips tremble,
Like the strings of his guitar,
She is his melody for life now."

~rpan™
Tried this one...
i kissed you a kiss of
see you soon
and i'm gonna miss you;
you kissed me goodbye.
i soared away naively,
gliding on metal wings and
the lift from my own lovesick heart.
it took me months
to understand the sadness in your eyes
and that i was the only one who didn't know
i'd never see you again.
Nakakasawa nang mag isip ng mga salita
Para sa mga taong hindi naman nakakakita
Lahat isinisigaw sa hangin
Mga nakatago at nabubulok na damdamin
Sa kadahilanang ito, ako nalang ay kakain
Nang ang oras ay hindi na masayang pa
Buti pa sa Jollibee, bida ang saya
There's no such thing as broken dreams
Only broken dreamers.
Don't count yourself in.

Maybe it's not just the right time for it.
Do not give it up.
Live it.

God's NO is not a rejection it's a REDIRECTION.
Trust in Him for He prepared a beautiful future for those who trust in Him with all--their hearts, strength, soul and mind.
(Jeremiah 29:11)
He’s no musician.
He doesn't make melodies through violin and guitar strings.
Yet he composed, haunting ballads in dramatic tempos,
Rhyming every lyric,
Harmonizing, making it dance in a musical euphony.

He’s no seamster.
Yet he cuts and he traces,
plain words and printed phrases;
Then he sews and he weaves it skilfully,
into a lovely concrete poetry.

He’s no painter.
He just has a palette of pigmented letters,
splashing colorful lines on his blank canvass.
A blast of contained evocative memories,
Streaking and shading mixtures of kaleidoscopic imagery.

He’s no storyteller.
Yet from him, I heard the most romantic tales-
One, of the moon and its lover sea.
Reciprocating shy glances, whispering I love you’s,
while kissing behind the sprawling mountains.
Though the dawn will come, they do not fear.
For after the majestic tribal sun leaves his stage,
There’ll the lovers be once again reunited.

He's no poet.**
Yet he writes--
stanzas and verses.
And oh! it revives,
every strand of emotion,
every sense of intuition,
Inside me.
A lyrical perception,
Sheer perfection,
Arousing perpetual reactions,
From me.
I am not good at this. I just want to express my pure gratitude, appreciation and awe for you.

"I am no poet. Never thought of myself as one. Just a guy dabbling clumsily in words"
Yet even, everything you do amaze me.


Thank you all wonderful people on Hello Poetry. I just realized this moment that this poem was featured as Daily poem yesterday.  I have never imagined any of my work will be posted as daily. Thank you all for the hearts, re-post,share, comments and messages. You really made my heart and soul so happy. :)
And most of all, thanks to the man who inspire me to write this one. :)
(04.14.2015)
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