Do I feel creative today?
No.
Do I feel like writing poetry today?
Hell ya!

everyone is the same person
just different incarnations
so really I am just you
trying to love
yourself

When I found you
I was a mess
I hated myself
and I wanted to end

When I found you
there was a change in me
that I couldn't see
and I wanted to be better

When I found you
and I heard you say your name
I knew that you were for me
and I would never be the same

When I found you
we held hands for the first time
that shy smile on your blushing face
and I never wanted to let go

When I found you
we kissed under the stars
and my soul soared and reached the heavens
and I wanted to be yours forever

When I found you
I couldn't stop thinking
about your eyes that are twinkling
or your soft skin and lovely hair
and how I never want to lose you

Any song can sound sweet,
if you tune your tone appropriately,
and add a lyric,
with a melody
and I have seen where there is a life,
there is a song
but some songs are not only a love song
that notion was a loop, intense, black and blue passionate song
was not romantic

She was a sad song
and I thought I would know how to make it better
like if I could be the only to love her again,
I believed that everything would fall into a melodious love song
but  I lost a few lines of lyrics
and there was bit melody missing that I couldn't find
and I saw too many scratches on the disc
I couldn't let myself be made no longer
trying to fix her entirety.
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@Musfiq us shaleheen

You fell in love 
With a charade 
Even her honesty was fake 
And everything else she said was a lie 

You fell in love 
With someone who said they don't care
She said she couldn't care less 
But really that's all she ever did 

You fell in love
With a laugh and a smile 
A carefree style
But she's the saddest person you ever met in your life 

You fell in love 
With someone who talks until her mouth is dry 
A chatter-box you find amusing
But she just hates being lonely

You fell in love
With someone who hides things well
Puts on a brave face
And tears herself up to keep everyone else whole 

You fell in love with a
Genuine liar

seems like we all come here to let go of something
to let go of of broken heart,unreturned love,of hate,of fears,
of people around pushing you,of injured heart,of your worst sins


seems like we have all been facing our deamons for to long
couldn't stay in silence forever and just keep it all inside like we used to
looks like we all look for a way to become someone fixed and new


we all have chased,and cried and pleaded,we all were out of place
feeling useless feeling weak,wished we could be erased..

we had gentle hearts uneasy minds and feelings that went wrong
so we tried to find a way out and it was to release them into a song

To the one who has my heart,

I love you.
I love you as deeply as the deepest trench,
As vastly as the expanse of the universe,
As greatly as the highest mountain.
I love you so much
I have been consumed by it,
I have been swallowed by its tidal waves,
I have been dried up by its arid air,
I have been devoured by its rabid hunger.

I love you.

But I'm realizing,
I love me more,
And me loves me back;
I breathe life into myself,
I inflate and empower and embolden me;
I am neither consumed nor weakened;
I am on top of my own mountain tops,
Cooled down by my own streams,
Tackling the corners of the universe.

Sincerely,
Yours truly,
I will always love you,
But I choose me.

I can't stop thinking about you
the things we did together
And it hurts
It hurts to not be with you
It hurts to not hold you
It hurts to not kiss you
It hurts to not be able to cry in your arms
I know that we were good together
But I wasn't happy
As we are apart though I am still not
Happy
I'm terriffied of being alone
of people hating me
of people leaving me
even the very thought of it
makes me anxiuos and panic
But you still calm me
even if it is only the thought of you
I still think of you
and it sickens me a bit
because I want to be my own person
I don't want to rely on others
I want to stop thinking about you
because it hurts
And I know
I can't stop thinking about you