The man you thought you would marry,
the man you'd have two kids and a house with?

He's no longer that man,
and the dream is no longer possible.

You have to leave it behind now...
                  build another one,
                            on your own,
                                       without him in the picture.

I just want to write

Until there are...

    No words left unwritten,
      No feelings left unhidden,
        No voices left unspoken,
          No hatreds left unforgiven.

Because this is my avenue to express...

          hope and despair,
        happiness and sadness,
       loyalty and betrayal,
      fantasy and mystery,

    And everything in between.
  All in one **poetry

our bodies burned
souls turned to ash
& it was beautiful.

In the dead black sky
I found you
Through the dark grey clouds
You shine through

Gracefully twinkling
That's what you do
Wishful thinking:
you whispered, "I love you."

I am not stupid
After all i did.
I loved.