I wish people cared.
I wish people were there.
They're too fed up in their pretty relationships and lives.
They don't dare ask about mine
I want to hide
I want to one day be honest and say:
"I'm fine"

DO YOU NOT JUDGE ME

While she giggles and prances,
He’s making me anxious.

She’s the Heather
Just call me the whatever.

I’m wearing his hoodie,
The one he gave to me.

Slowly sniffing the sleeve,
Wiping my cheek.

Never once did I think:
Perhaps I’m just lonely.

A 3 year old's mind,
is filled with cupcakes and rainbows.
They see how glitter glows,
they know where the wind blows.
Yet,
They don't see the *** of gold,
That awaits at the end of the rainbow.
They don't know the colors,
Of this fantastic aglow.
But when they grow old,
They'll know.

Just finished writing a book.
Honestly lost track of how long that took.
So what’s next...?

It was never supposed to end this way
It was never meant to hurt you.
We all grow up
We all find our place.
Maybe one day
You'll find yours.
In the distance,
I'd want nothing more
than to hear everything.

And Remy were supposed to have a life together.
Lucy is now with Heather,
Remy could be doing better.
Lucy and Heather fall too deep,
Remy is going to fall asleep.
Lucy realizes her mistake,
For Remy, it’s too late.

I moved on so many times...
It's like I never moved on in the first place.

He moved on,
It's like he never took a step in the first place.

KD= She’s not toxic, the love I found? Lost it.
ED= He just took the innocence, I lost a friend, he was prohibited.
PT= She’s gone because that boy, he took her fall.
PM= Caught me but his fingers slipped beneath my feet. He holds me up but I always fall.
RB= I really don’t know how I lost it all.

I wanna go
I wanna go
I really wanna go
I REALLY WANT TO FREAKING GO

Just trying to be myself .
Just trying to be happy.
All they want to do?
S T O P- me from laughing...

We're not
Blinded by the lights!
We will
Fight, for what is right.
We will
Rise
No one
can tell us otherwise!

She was blue. Color of the live-like sky.
He was red. Shed blood and tears like no other.
She was cool, he was a disaster.
They were both told, it could never happen.
Then there was purple. A very gorgeous color.
Purple tells a story.
A story created from its father and mother.
It was born from disaster, tragic, and laughter.
But was made from the best colors,
doesn’t need a happily ever after.

Aren't why we hide,
Why we cry,
Or for some, wish to die.
"It was the way the truth was denied."

Here I am,
crying.
Slowly here,
dying.
My hell?
Their tomorrow.
Sad thing is?
I have no room to sorrow.

I try to imagine myself in a world where there’s no black and white
Just Yellow, green, and beautiful blue.
In the red reality we live in, it’s hard to just be yellow.
It’s hard to be just you…
I was born this way. That’s the truth.
But I can’t say I’m happy with this me. Society makes it hard for me to breathe in peace.

Black and white is all they see, but why can’t you just see… Remy?
I’m black and they tell me to be proud. Well give me a reason to say “I’m proud.” Mocking me for saying my life matters, laughing at me while saying fried chicken, telling me to pick cotton, and throwing paper at me, telling me to just “**** it up.”

Being this unique comes with a price. Being black isn’t a blessing, it’s an inconvenience. Why should I shame myself for being born with this color? Why should I apologize to others for not being born with their skin?

There’s a world in picture books and fairy tales that only consist of yellow, green and beautiful blue. But in this reality… You wish for me to be the color you choose.

You can kiss your past "Goodbye"
Doesn't mean it'll "leave"

There were once two souls,
waiting for someone to call their own.
One kiss - thousands of miles away.
One touch - awaited to feel one day.
One was night
one was day.
What was the same?
The love they craved.

The way her lips pierced her skin,
In a way she’d never forget.
“It’s a sin” They say;
“It’s a wall of shame,” They’d say.
The pain- the desire.
Their love shall never tire.
Like a sunflower and water,
They vowed for one another’.
One can’t grow without the other.
Never be ashamed,
Love is love. Forget the words of one.
Just listen to your heart.
Like a wall of art:
You’re unique, it’s a beauty.
Love me for me, love her for her.
No matter the fight; I’ll be by your side.
So let’s step up and show our pride!

You know what? Writing is my passion
I love it.
You’re my passion
I love you.
Life for me right now is pretty hard...
But you? You make it so much better!
Thank you.
You will forever be my #1
No matter where I am or where you are.
Now, I learned on February 15, 2019
that you better be happy with what you have before it’s gone forever. I’m not going to take that chance with you.
I’m not going to take you for granted.
No matter how annoying or aggravating you can be!
I love you, and I will always love you.
Stick with me please... You’re all I need to make it through this world.
Love, me