I am a butterfly
opening bitterly

to something
eerily comforting

intoxicating are you..

intrigued of your stance
& magnified is my love

I behold my fears
& place them
into your hands

taunted by your gracious
banter

my stomach summersault
twisting & turning

my spirit soars high
higher than a human
ever made me climb

my knees buckle
from the pressure
of your heart

I am heated
& drunk off this cloud

hoping to let go
but daring myself
to never climb down

to the person I once was

before you claimed me,
as your special,
treat..

Time ticked by
in your arms I laid,
with my emotions flying high
& my heart thirsty..

I am bared
for all to see
my naked
..Vulnerability..

I stared into the eyes of my past
& told it no!

You do not control me anymore..

They say as you age, time begins to tick by. Quickly, I've seen the truth of this scary yet unstoppable belief. In this moment, I have the power & ability to make the most out of my time on this Earth. I chose, to live. Shalom

Sincerely,
a servent

Let the love engulf,
wash along the shore,
drift from sea to sea,
body to body,
sprinkling down,
& showering the heart,
leaving you,
wide open,
to receive,
what people,
wish to have..

Don't,
love,
if,
you,
never,
plan,
on,

f.a.l.l.i.n.g..

I see now
why the grass isn't greener
on the other side,

I've felt the stab
of hopelessness
of finding
the
one,

I understand
the cries of
the
human
heart,

The desire to be loved,

I understand

Now that I've chosen
to make myself available,

The fishing
wishing your search
won't be long,

I understand

Now that I'm
exploring

I feel for you all..

& that is why,

I'll love
the One,

With all of me,

I'll cherish
the fact
my search
is
over,

I've lived
many decisions,

& the best one
would be
keeping my love,
Happy

I'll rejoice

For I know
what
creeps
in this
world,

Nothing but sadness
lies & interrogations,

I know
I don't have
to
explore
partner
after
partner,

To know
if I've found
the
One,

I'll know
bcuz I see
what lies
Beneath,

The world..