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Phantom Poet Dec 2017
if I tell her I love her,
we lose our friendship,
if I don't,
I lose my heart,
I don't know what to do,
I just want to be with you,
because I'm in love with you....
Phantom Poet Nov 2016
When i think about love,
Or watch it in a movie,
Or feel it in a song that's lovely,
I remember.........,
Remember the time,
When i was never lonely,
I could face life boldly,
I was fearless,
I was complete,
I remember,
Waking up to a text,
Saying good morning,
And that gives me the reason,
To wake up every morning,
I remember,
Every night,
I get a text,
After a bustling day,
On bed i lay,
And read,
"i love you" with a red heart,
It stings like a dart,
And i melt,
And all my problems have been dealt,
But then i remember...,
U are not here for me,
When i need u the most,
I sit here under a tree,
All weak and lonely,
I don't want to eat,
I am not complete,
Anger consumes me,
Emotions blind me,
Tears sting my eyes,
And i say to myself,
"i was stupid to believe",
And then i see her again,
With teeth as white as doves,
And i scream away,
This is what happens,
When i think of love!
This is all true
Phantom Poet Apr 2017
I never liked poems,
Boring things in English textbooks,
Boring to read,
Twisted verses,
Something I could not feed,
My brain,
But since I tried to write in vain,
Now to me a poem,
Crafted by me,
Is my totem,
It traps my insecurity,
A sacred gem,
It's written beauty,
Maybe I liked it,
Because it's something,
I could do from my heart,
Something I can turn to,
To build words,
Out of the blue.
Phantom Poet Nov 2016
I write poems because,
Poets are the people,
Who understand how i feel,
How it is like to love,
To lose it,
I write my madness,
Craziness,
Faithfulness,
And like many artists,
My loneliness,
Poets don't criticize,
Like the rest of the world,
They may smile,
Or cry reading,
But never be leaving,
An insult,
Because they understand,
They know the pain,
They feel it,
When i have a problem,
I have no one to share with,
No friends,
Not siblings,
Definitely not my family,
I turn to poetry,
I can write what i want,
I write what i feel,
I write out my troubles,
Rhyming words,
In small thought bubbles,
And crying inside,
No one to sit beside,
No one to hold,
Everything is cold,
Poetry is the only thing,
Keeping me alive,
it helps me survive!
The truth has been spoken
Phantom Poet Jul 2018
I keep myself busy,
Try to make music,
With no knowledge on theory of music,
Try to make a game,
With no knowledge on coding,
I am engrossed in these works,
Work for days,
Exhaustion lurks,
I push myself too much on these,
I love these,
But the real reason,
To keep myself in a prison,
To not feel or remember,
Memories locked away,
To hide away in this work,
But then,
My work feels fake,
Everything mentally it takes,
And I end up resenting,
What I make
Phantom Poet Oct 2017
Why must it be like this,
Why is the person,
That used to be my cause a happiness,
Now the sole reason for my sadness,
I can never look into those eyes,
That I blindly trusted,
Pieces of my heart u pick,
Everytime I see you I feel sick,
What made me happy the most,
Now kills me from inside,
And the pain of seeing you everyday is the worst.
Phantom Poet Mar 2022
Everything is moving fast,
At a single blink,
Gone is the days into the past,
All we have our choices to think,
In our decisions to trust,
Distracted by illusions we cast,
Illusions of purpose and freedom to last,
Every decision we make is another path,

Do you not see?

Everything hangs on the scale of choices,
It's just like zeroes and ones,
Like simple binary,
Our destinies coded into reality,
To be or no to be,
To exist or not,
To pursue answers beyond insanity,
A choice to accept or reject,
The very existence of choice,
Dictates free will,
Or so we would believe and feel,
And pretend to be free,
But always end up,
Exactly where we are meant,
to be.
Yes
Phantom Poet Apr 2019
Yes
I was sitting with her at the port,
A sunny day,
Some are practising water sport,
And we were chilling away,
We were eating ice cream,
The one with cones with a seam,
And I look at her sway,
I lean in and kiss her cheek,
She looks at me with shock,
I tell her I really like her,
She says I know,
And I say, that you don't share the same feelings,
She says I've been thinking about that,
And I'm like let's find out,
I lean in closer to her,
Press my lips against hers,
And kiss her,
And when we broke away,
I gazed into her eyes,
That looked like pools of honey,
When the sun hits right,
And I whispered,
I'll take that as a yes,



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Click

Beep beep beep beep
Beep beep beep beep
You
Phantom Poet Aug 2017
You
I want to love you,
I want to kiss you,
I want to hold you,
I want to protect you,
But I am bound by these shackles of friendship,
When you ask what's on my mind,
I want to tell you the truth,
But all I say is,
A memory in lost in time.

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