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Jan 2018 · 259
Goodbye.
Anton Jan 2018
Goodbye.

I tried to take away the pain,
by finding someone new,
but then I came to realize,
that no one really compares to you ,
And even if I look around,
pretending not to cry,
I know that I’ll always go back,
to the day you finally said goodbye.
Jan 2018 · 469
The Paradox of life
Anton Jan 2018
The Paradox of life

Love begins with a smile,
Then grows with a kiss,
Which ends with a tear.

We were born crying,
everyone around us was smiling,
as we  die it becomes the conflicting,
We become the one with a Smile
everyone around us with a mournful Cry.
Unfinished.
Jan 2018 · 801
Tranquility my Cure
Anton Jan 2018
Just wanted to go someplace where no one knows my name. I wanna go there alone but not lonely.

Why do I feel so lonely sometimes Even when surrounded by a lot of people?

Why cant this feeling of Emptiness just go away?

Let me forget Everything, the things I know , My Identity, all the problems , and Unwind from it completely.

Help Me Unravel My whole life to find My true self.
Grant My Mind Tranquility amidst everything that's going on in my life.

Make me see my problems as a new Opportunity.
Make me Become useful to my family and not a Hindrance

Help us become prosperous someday, so that my family wont need to face more hardships in life

Give them profusion not scarcity.

Sometimes I envy those who have overabundance in everything, I encourage myself not to but just cant help it sometimes.

I don't fear death I only fear what it prologues.

Why did i write ?
I don't  do it for people to think and assume that I'm smart
Just wanted to say how I really feel deep Inside.

I'm not smart. nope. never in my life.
Never Earned any medals at all.
There's a lot of things I don't Know and still want to learn.

As what Socrates once said,
"I know One thing , That I know nothing"
Jan 2018 · 386
UNFULFILLED
Anton Jan 2018
UNFULFILLED

Maybe meeting you was fate,
But loving you was too late,
Being loved by you it just a dream,
But I think we aren't destined so it seems,

I thought we can be together,
I thought that you'll be mine forever,
I thought you could become my only,
But now you just made me lonely,

Wish i could wash away the pain,
All the heartaches that still remain,
No matter how much tears I cry,
It still won't fill up your feelings so dry,

I still keep on wishing we can be together,
Still want to spend life with you forever,
But you leave me out here and the cold,
Leave me to choke on the tears and pain,

How can this broken heart mend,
When all you did is just pretend,
My shattered heart can never be healed,
For my dream of you will just remain UNFULFILLED.
My 2nd Poem Back in 2015 submitted on the school poem writing Contest.

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