Droplets
On windows
And on skin;
Telltale translucency
Are you
A window as well
With a chance of opening?

this is too rough of a time for me
how am I supposed to live without my father
with his words of wisdom, how am I supposed to breathe?

Father, oh Father,
I told you not to leave, but you did.
I mourn with you not here
Father, oh Father,
why did you go and leave?

I know beautiful words in my brain but I don't know how to say them.
I dream of changing the world with my actions but I don't know how to do them.
I desire an immaculate form of love but I don't know how to find it.
I wish to make art for a living but I don't know how to support myself.
I want to change someone's life but I don't know how to influence people.

It's okay I will continue to sit here and be a useless student.

A student who wishes to learn how to make the world love me.

lightning
silent warnings
some don't notice
others see but remain quiet
then there are those who speak up
but just don't understand the
seriousness of the damage
I am a lot like lightning

a.a.

Always wondering
I wish I knew your first name
Until then live well