I can no longer relate to the vengeful breakup songs on the radio.
But I can’t relate to the ones about love.
So what am I related to?
In the movies, when two people go spinning apart,
they always come back together in a crescendo
and a last kiss,
before the screen goes black.
But we didn’t get that.
I didn’t run in a baby blue dress to your door
at the same time that you opened it
and immediately everything was better.
We just continued to break,
and break,
and break.
Now we are ash and dust,
remnants of a lost love scattered to the wind.
We do not get a sparkling, happy ending.
Instead, you won’t accept the blame
and I’m trying my best to move on.
I guess it just wasn’t us.
You were not the answer to my question
and I did not belong in your melody.
I know there will never be a day that I can fit into your song.
I can live with that,
but can you?

Sometimes I regret every single thing
And
In my pain- I pass on by

emotionless  oh but still it hurts

You tell the truth,

N I dodge your smoke,

As if sometime I could regret.


away and then I cry....

Won't you go away?

emotionless

but i guess we're always
going to be lonely;
and maybe that's just
what it means to be
truly alive.

She walks with the lord.
In the Heavens
On the Clouds
In the Mountains
In the sky
In the light
She walks with the Lord.

She talks to the lord.
She blames
she smiles
she laughs
she cries
shes happy
she is Joyful
She talks to the Lord.

She Hears the Lord.
She speaks
he speaks:
words of prayers
Words of wisdom
Words of praise
Words of Joy
She hears the lord.

why do things have to be
distorted
clarity is matching fragments
of broken glass
a rarity

fresh feet
in sawdust
rust
before noon