braceleted skyline
under fog
smog
silver-fish grey
under street food breath

Dull blue eyes looking back, filled with pain,sorrow and loss.
And in a blink it was gone and he kept walking. How can someone keep all those emotions bottled up. How long has he been this broken, how long has he been this lonely. I can barely comprehend going so long alone and afraid. Who would break someone so beautiful,and most of all how can someone still be so beautiful after being broken so many times.

I was jealous of a cigarette
I wanted to be held so tight in your fingers
I wanted to touch your lips
And then just like the drag of smoke
Disappear in the dark.

I wanted you to smile at me
the way you smile at the full pack
I wanted to be carried with you
and I wanted you to always want me.

Instead of that
you became my cigarette
my addiction
and I wanted more and more
and I couldn't control myself anymore
I wanted to be your everything
so desperately
that I became nothing to you
while you were my whole world.

Woke up, these morning
Saw the cloudy like, rainbow
cotton candy, so edible
Felt like, angels lies on the cloud,
whipping some colors on it,
colors like, snow white,
pale red-peach-yellow-orange,
its radiance, affected
my sight, lost my blink, by minutes,
somehow bewitching,
rarely inexplicable moments.....
I wish that very minutes eternal,
I was pacified and ease.