Now I guess I'm back to this poetry.
I'm 4yrs older, it was you who noticed me..
I wasn't living so well
You were cutting yourself
You needed real love
I needed your help
4 months later we're here
On different sides of our room
You gonna say something soon?
I hate not talking to you..

You can love me
Or you can resent
But still I'll care you ...

You can run about
Spreading your love around
Yet still I will care for you ...

I wish I could offer more
Don't wanna see you go out that door
Cause I still care for you ...

I'd give the devil my soul
Ooh hell, Gods got to know
The love I have for you ...

Silly me for thinking that of all your love could be mine.

True colors come to light, just in due time.

Suicide sounds sweet
Suicide & I should meet
Suicide is the type of guy to talk me right to sleep.

It wasn't always this way
For years I prayed
Like a wheeping half beaten slave

When I sleep
I see their faces
When I speak
I'm doing so for them
Cause without them
There would be no
Where I am.

There would be no me
& this world without me is just
Plain ol' boring
I'll pick myself up in the morning
Guess I missed suicides appointment

Years after the love, laughs & memories
Heartbreak is the only thing you have ever given me.

You..

You’re not the one. 

You never were.
You won’t ever be.

I hope that someday you will see

It was you & not me.

You & I just weren’t meant to be, a we.

If I am Pirate you're Treasure.

I swear to search world in all condition of the weather.

Such pretty things
          You said to me-

Unbutton me
               Some more.

For I am yours
          To take tonight
           Upon this forest floor.

Let's make a bed
         In Autumn leaves,
                     & leave
                  No leaf unturned.

Beneath these trees
             Please teach me,
                      Please-
To learn
   A love
      Unlearned.

I always loved it when you smiled.
You're a golden child.
Sit down, For this here might take a while..

Music is your muse but for me it's you.
I'd pull down the Moon for you & all you have to do is just ask me too.

I miss my making love under the covers to my little hippie lover.

The stars shining above us.

Never would've thought you end up with another.

My heart hurts as it struggles to cope with its fault.

Now I'm lost..

I kissed you
I huged you
You smiled as I loved you.

Til this day there isn't anything that I would ever place above you.

You were the light that got me through the darkest of times. I wanted your heart & soul, but you weren't willing to have mine.

My guess is that my lovers in London,
An entertainer of sorts
I bet she puts smiles on others faces & it brings her much joy.

Ancestors of ours fought for our freedom. So they believe.
Everyday free men are robbed of life for petty things that became criminalized somewhere on the timeline. I would like to believe that I am free, that my children will grow up with equal opportunities to do as they please. Care free. Worthless. Life should be bliss, some say it is, those we've welcomed ignorance. Failing to see the truth, think for themselves, not standing up for what they know is right, bowing their heads like dogs afraid of initiate the fight.

It sure is a nice night to make new life.
I'm the luckiest man alive with you by my side.

I love how passionate you are & I respect your drive.
Just the thought of the curve of your smile makes me wild.
I intended for this to be short but this may take a while, I could go on for hours on out talking about the Queen, the Goddess, the one, who without no doubt is an angel sent from heaven made straight from the hands of God.

Together we'll have little angels of our own. The blood of you & I.

I loved you before I knew your name.
Even though now you're gone I still love you the same.
No one could ever replace those feelings you gave me.
Three years later, My love for you remains the same..

Netflix & chill is a must.
We laugh & we touch.
Could this be love or is it lust?
What if this just isn't destined for us?
It's you that I want.
It's you that I trust.
Don't keep those feelings bundled up to yourself.
I'm here to help, cause you're the one.
You own the crown & the belt.
You're top shelf.
You're the love of my life.
My moon & my stars.
Can I be your sun & light, just for tonight?
With me everything is alright.
I am your knight in shining armor down on one knee hoping you'll take a chance on me.

I don't know.
I never did.
I'm sick from within..
I thought we had love & all you did was pretend.

My thoughts they just stutter, I loved you so much, wanted to make you a mother.

Life is more childish than timeless.
I guess it just has to be this way.

I wanna get us back to me & you everyday.

Your soul natures my whole, being.
Please don't take that away.
My body it yearns for you, in every way.

Your bodies my temple.
It trembles at the sight of my tongue & hardens your *******.

I'm short of words, girl.
You work my nerves, yeah.
You don't deserve me.

My heart will follow you through any loops. Such strange things love can do.

It's so like Mars to just come around when ever it's pleases.

The moon is pretty ****** lit.
Kinda makes me wonder what kinda cheese comes from it.

I wish I could just load up a rocket ship invite 5 of my closest friends & take them to a place we can only dream of & not pretend.

Robbed of our oxygen.
Sweating & coughing some,
As it turns out space just isn't all that fun.