Now I guess I'm back to this poetry.
I'm 4yrs older, it was you who noticed me..
I wasn't living so well
You were cutting yourself
You needed real love
I needed your help
4 months later we're here
On different sides of our room
You gonna say something soon?
I hate not talking to you..

You can love me
Or you can resent
But still I'll care you ...

You can run about
Spreading your love around
Yet still I will care for you ...

I wish I could offer more
Don't wanna see you go out that door
Cause I still care for you ...

I'd give the devil my soul
Ooh hell, Gods got to know
The love I have for you ...

Silly me for thinking that of all your love could be mine.

True colors come to light, just in due time.

Suicide sounds sweet
Suicide & I should meet
Suicide is the type of guy to talk me right to sleep.

It wasn't always this way
For years I prayed
Like a wheeping half beaten slave

When I sleep
I see their faces
When I speak
I'm doing so for them
Cause without them
There would be no
Where I am.

There would be no me
& this world without me is just
Plain ol' boring
I'll pick myself up in the morning
Guess I missed suicides appointment

Years after the love, laughs & memories
Heartbreak is the only thing you have ever given me.

You..

You’re not the one. 

You never were.
You won’t ever be.

I hope that someday you will see

It was you & not me.

You & I just weren’t meant to be, a we.