I found out I was expecting... I wasn't sure how to feel... At first it was a bit concerning.... and then it felt extremely surreal...
I found out I was expecting.... I was later filled with pure joy.... for I knew soon I'd hear a little heart pitter pattering.... and then pondered at the question, little girl or little boy?.....
I found out I was expecting...… Our hearts were made complete.... Seeing our little jelly bean quickly growing.... and waiting anxiously for December so we can finally meet!....
Always missing and I desire to peel away everything you have become and consume it piece by piece have it run through my veins and I will become everything you once were
People are afraid of death, of being surrounded by the never ending Darkness. Left alone with no one to comfort you and nowhere to go. I see it differently. I see wholeness. Peace. A chance to finally be free.
I’m no good, a rotten piece of flesh. My nails, laced with poison, and I like to watch you choke. I press hard, until skin breaks, making crimson beads, down your neck. You wither, nonexistent, and I sweep up leftovers, under the carpet.
I’m sorry I had to leave I’m sorry you blame yourself I’m sorry the timing just wasn’t right I’m sorry I left you in pain I know you feel broken inside, you just won’t admit it Something wasn’t right, I had to go Leaving you feeling helpless Broken and confused Not understanding why Saying hello and right away goodbye I’m sorry I had to leave Don’t blame yourself The time wasn’t right But I will see you one day When I get to look into my mothers eyes, for the first time...