How I wished I can picture the days where i saw you smile,
So I can forget the times when your tears ran down your cheeks,
How I wished for time to stand still for a while,
So our conversations would last for weeks,
How I wished I could remember the time where we stood on the asile,
So I could remind you how you looked beautiful and unique,
Now that were old,
and our hearts grew cold,
I wont forget how your smile were as precious as gold,
The paths that we strolled,
and how our conversations would uncover stories untold.

Love me or hate me,
I will never let you go,
Being with you makes my heart glow,
I will stay by your side holding your fragile hand,
look into your eyes so you could understand,
For you are the reason why my heart is still beating.

We slept on the same bed but we were not connected,
This love of ours was something we should have protected,
Silent suffocating nights that kept us from sleeping,
I laid there silently weeping,
Our bond used to be so strong,
but I guess love does burn out just like a song,
A one hit wonder like they say,
Our love sadly ended in May.

Drip drip,
Tear drops came From a slip,  
Hit my head on the wall,
My mind went on a trip,
Layed there on the hall
And no one payed attention at all!

I woke up on a hospital bed,
All confused and hurting on the head,
People were standing around me with faces full of dread,
I have lost my memory they said,

Oh what a ******,
I guess im now a gonner,
I sigh as i go back to my slumber,
And dream as i ponder,
Now i wonder,
What other events will come to me this Summer.

Just a normal person trying to let the days pass by,
Im always wondering why,
So i write my wonders on a piece of paper,
Better to do it now than later,
I cant let these wonders go down the drain,
Or else i'll go insane!
I hope you know my pain,
A paper left with so much disdain,
Oh such pain!
I should fill this paper with so many Wonders,
Many words full of colors!
I have so many things in store,
I hope i wont be such a bore..

I try my hardest to break free,
Free from these chains of yours.
Why cant you just let me be?

Why are you trying to help me?
You're the one that caused me to be like this..
You're the one that broke me into pieces..

Hit me where it hurts the most,
You're just here for your daily dose,
You laugh at the sight of me begging for mercy,
But just try and **** me if you dare,
Because my wrath you shall not bare.

Love.
An aphrodisiac of our mind,
Made from the illusions that we make,
It is something that we cannot escape,
We are just naive and lonely humans so we love.

We walk around with fake personalities,
Fake lives,
And say fake words,
There is something that we must hide,
And we hide it with a mask,
We have to say that we are fine whenever we are asked,
We live in a fake society,
A society that give us fear and anxiety,
So we rather stay asleep and live in our own fantasy.

Your love gives me brightness,
Without you my life is full of darkness,
I want you to love me like there's no tomorrow,
Without you my heart is full of  sorrow,
Please grant my last plea,
I just want you and me together,
Hand in hand forever..

Your words stung me like a bee,
For when you lied to me,
You told me "I love you",
but your eyes told a different story.

I cant wait till i get you,
Cant wait till i bite my fangs on you're  neck,
For you're  life i will wreck,
The girl you were with you have to check.

I cant wait till i get you,
Cant wait till i punish you,
you're girl will be in danger,
For her life you will wager.

I wanna see your expression,
When i see your girl,
I will give the first impression,
A sleeping beast in a sheep's skin,
You made a very bad sin,
For cheating me with someone else? Oh you were wrong.

I will get you.

Hold my hand,
Hold it tight,
Know that i will always be with you in the darkest of night,
I will lead the way,
And help you day by day,
Its safe to open your eyes,
I will protect you from all their lies,
I will stand by you along the way,
For i am here to stay,
My love for you is strong,
And by your side is where i belong

Love is blind, love is sweet,
I don't have the courage to tell you "I love you",
I hope this poem would help you,
All the hardships was for you but I couldn't withstand,
I hope you could see and understand,
What I do was just for you,
So please don't leave me behind,
Your the light in my eyes,
In the end I hate goodbyes,
You make me special just like a golden medal,
I would go far and wide just like a riddle,
Making songs for you just like a fiddle,
Love hurts but i want you back,
You're love is the one i lack.

Talking to you makes my day,
I hope this memory won't go away,
In gloomy days you try to make me smile,
So please don't leave for a while,
I'm sad and depressed
But im impressed,
The power you give me strengthens me day by day,
I hope you won't go away,
Your the light that shows me the way,
Thinking about you makes me blush,
So please don't rush,
My fragile heart beats as you say "i love you."

My love was so true,
but for you my love you never knew,
because you were always looking at her,
it hurt me knowing i wasn't in your eyes,
in the end i hate goodbyes,
those words you said were lies,
everyday my heart cant bare the sadness
so it cries,
the last words you told me which hunts me everyday i wake was " i still cant forget her",
i felt sad and lonely,
until that day it was light i cannot see,
which made me the girl i never wanted to be.

Go back to sleep my sweet child,
your innocent eyes are not ready,
the world is too scary,
all i see are humans but not humanity,

I pray for you my sweet child,
For that you will awaken in a better world,
A world in which no humans fight each other
because of their differences,

A world where humans don't discriminate,
and just appreciate,
Appreciate that they are united and unique,

bloodlines going from centuries and centuries,
All connected like the leaves of an evergreen,
Like the lines on the leaves that cannot easily be seen,
Like the veins in our bodies that helps us stay alive,
Like the blood pumping in our hearts that helps us survive,

My sweet child,
I hope they will soon understand,
life will get better if they stand hand in hand..

As Close my eyes to the sound of silence,
I pleaded to god to help me be strong,
I prayed and prayed all day long,
But I guess my prayers weren't heard,
Because she opened her mouth,
Saying the words I wished she never said,
sharp as a dagger,
She stabs me from behind,
I was so blind,
believing her to be so kind,
But I was wrong,
Because she was like the devil all along.