Johnny Hearts

Johnny Hearts Oct 2015

You hurt me the way cigarettes do
Trying to stay away but still wanting you

I don't even know what to say or to feel. I don't know anything at all. You make me happy but you are the main reason of my sadness.

#sad #happy #help #cigarettes #distance

Johnny Hearts Oct 2015

Confusion

My head is one pool of messed up thoughts
Swimming past by each other without order

It has been a while since I last wrote here. Maybe its some issues I'm facing and this is the best place to vent out.

#welcome

Johnny Hearts Nov 2014

surviving

Empty feeling inside
Nothing pleasures me
Constant want to die
Thinking of it explicitly

Can't enjoy life to the fullest
Just in this boring existence
Just surviving....
Just surviving....

#suicide #life #want #pain #death #die #suffering #explicit

Johnny Hearts Oct 2014

Scattered Thoughts

Scattered thoughts I can not explain
Scattered thoughts why am I to blame
Scattered thoughts all types of pain
Scattered thoughts slowly making me insane

#pain #thoughts #thinking #overthinking #insane #blame #scattered

Johnny Hearts Aug 2014

**** Me Now

A shot in the head won't hurt that much
Like the way you destroyed my heart

#suicide #heart #pain #hurt #destroy #shot

Johnny Hearts Aug 2014

Dreams

Dreams which are hard to achieve
Dreams in which we would like to believe
Dreams which makes us happy inside
Dreams if not conquered, makes pleasure subside

#happy #dreams #believe #pleasure #achieve