Napakadaya nang buhay,Kanya-kanyang palusot para tumakas at maglakbay
Nagsinungaling ang tadhana ganun nga ba ang dahilan kung bakit sarado ang bintana
Tunog lang ang iyong naririnig , dahil hindi mo pedeng husgaan ang nasa loob ng kanyang bibig
Nagtataka ka dahil wala kang ebidensya sa mga narinig , Subalit umaatake padin ang mga daga sa dibdib
Nanginginig , dahil di ka sigurado sa tono , tama nga siguro ang hinala ko

Nakakalungkot lang isipin sarili nating kaibigan,kamag-anak,kapatid
Ay nagsisinungaling upang makamit ang kasiyahang dapat talagang ilihim
Ang daya naman dito , gusto ko nalang tumakas dito at ipunas ang mga luha ko
na hindi mo makikita dahil nakatago sa dilim

Balang araw dudungaw nalang ako sa isang butas na gawa sa abaka,
At tatakasan ang ilusyong mundo at maglakbay sa reyalidad

Tumulo ang aking luha nang makita ang larawan sa nakaraan
Ang Dami na palang nagbago,pansin ko ang mga ngiti nila dito
Makikita mo rin ang mabilis na pagpalit ng imahe nila erpats at ermats
Bata pa sila non at ako wala pang kamuwang-muwang kundi maging masaya

Nakakatuwang nakakalungkot dahil hindi na natin maibabalik ang dati
Panahong kailangan kong matulog ng tanghali para daw lumaki
Napalo pa nga ako dahil sa pagsuway sa kanilang mga sinasabi
Naalala ko pa nga nung binaril ko si erpats ng Baril-barilan na kanyang binili

Nakakamiss ang ganitong mga bagay sa isang lumang larawan
Kahit naibaon na , puno ng alikabok , talagang maalala mo ang dati
Minsan mapapangiti ka nalang na may kasamang luha pero lagi **** tatandaan , masarap balikan ang nakaraan pero mas kailangan natin bigyang pansin ang kasalukuyan.

Lying in bed makes me calm,
Hugging my pillows, sweaty palms,
I'm dizzy or drunk, Don't tell mom.
I think people like me are both scared and brave
Suicidal thoughts are always in my head.
I'm not afraid to die nor hurting myself.
But some people think that I'm worthless
They think we are weak because we cant surpass the test.
But most of you people are scared to take a risk.
Look at yourself ,are you afraid of dying,
Then look at me I'm not afraid of dying
I'm just tired of trying and crying.

What a wonderful day , Hearing all the pain from the others
Everytime it think about it, it hurts, feelings are so deep
I wish to become a child again. I miss myself, the moment,
When I was a child seeing my father and mother both love each other,
getting those small things that makes me so happy and not colder,
Just enjoyable days happens as a child that will not happen today

Because today , all the happiest things become confusion
Writing this poem , falling tears , can't find a way or a solution.
Maybe I'm at the breaking point where I don't care about my life anymore,
I just want to end my life , so I can escape from the pain that keeps killing me.

I just want to end this sh*t that makes me more uncomfortable of becoming ME.

Tomorrow I'm getting older,
Maybe it's worse but I don't care,
Just planning my life to be free,
Smiling every day, lookin' at the trees
Falling leaves, escape from insanity
Been here since 96 , until the day I learned to speak.

I've opened my eyes, mind ,and soul,
In my past , I'm blind from reality
As I am getting older, I learned to observe and seek the society.
Now I'm turning 21 can you see the maturity ,
Or still trapped from anxiety

But I'm happy being myself ,
Because since the day I was born ,
My family is teaching me the way,
To have a good personality.

I'm delusional yes I am ,
I can see the Carcass at the gates,
Smashing your face,Pulling your veins
Death Angel has come, prepare to die,
When the reaper strikes you, you can't tell a lie,

Decapitating your head , Like a Dying fetus
Abducted by an alien , Now you can see Jesus
From being eaten alive , to the Flesh and the power
Of Death above , Into the Dead Sky.

Butchering knife cuts my body in a half,
I can see myself in Obituary I was chopped in half,
The Venom in my body still flowing bit by bit
Yes, I can feel it the skin in my teeth!