Skin too hot
I'm a moth in a flame
I want to take a one way train
Somewhere colder

Maybe when I'm older
I'll understand the wasps
And why they sting so hard
No one likes a bard

Yet here I am
Must be a nuisance
To the ears of my enemies
Though I still consider most them friends

Wait til the week ends
Til theirs a new trend
They'll bring a patch
For my stung grasp

Let me sit in the grass
Ripping it off the ground
That's the only good I've found
When you are all around

Keep me by the dirt
My enemies lay here close
As they should be
The grass must be why they're all so
Green

It’s been nice getting to know you,
Waking up with you every morning,
Holding you while you cry,
Listening to you laugh,
We’ve known each other all this time,
And I’m sorry,
I just can’t believe that...
I’m only just now falling in love with you.

Thou shall not ****
Thou shall not lie
Thou shall not take thy name in vain
Tho shall not commit adultery
Thou shall obey me
Thou shall not get in my way
Thou shall not eat my food
Thou shall not go outside
Thou shall not think that way
Thou shall not misbehave
Thou shall not cry
Thou shall not ******* exist

These are your commandments
Follow them or you will suffer
Suffer in life and death
Suffer even with your last breath
Don't act like I'm not loving
Why are you running
I have given you everything

God I wish you would stop crying

I can not love
For noone will love me
I can not give
For no one will let me

My smile is fake
My heart only shakes
My head is an earthquake
Crumbling and cracking

They told me to get over it
It's in the past
I can grow through this
But the voices won't leave

How can I not feel lonely
When my blood hurt me
The blood I trusted and loved
The blood I followed and obeyed

They betrayed
And left me like a stray
I ran so far away
But I'm incomplete

I always have been
I found myself last year
But lost it in the fear
That speaking up was bad

You taught me that
You ignored my whole life
But taught me one clear message
Fear everything for it is evil

Only obedience is pure
Purity is true beauty
Talking back is mutiny
My life is worthless
You are my king

Take everything
Throw me away
Ask me why I didn't stay
Because I can't find my own way

I am a stray
No one wants to rescue me
Forever a lost kitten
Someone please put me to sleep

I was so high
I went up with the tide
Brave and flowing
Going further
Without knowing

That tides crash
They crash hard
they go so fast
It was beautiful

Now it's hitting
The surface
The dry sand
Is soaking in the tide
The fallen tide hits

It doesn't quit
It goes up so far
But sometimes
The tide doesn't come
The water stays still

You crave the high
Let it hit your soul
Let it take you it's fun
Flow into it with the sun
But be careful

Remember the crash
You may slip deep into her
Water bubbling through
You cannot breathe
It's overwhelming
   D
r
o
w
    n
i
n
g
    

    Drowning
H e l p
You'll sink
No one will ever hear
You are betrothed to fear
It's dark
Bones are frozen
Will I be lost forever?
Lost inside this high tide?

     Should I go with the flow?
      Or fight the beast that is
    The ocean

It's 5am I cannot sleep
I can't even weep
I lie here awake
Listening to my heart beat
It breaks
Everytime I
Breathe