I can not love
For noone will love me
I can not give
For no one will let me

My smile is fake
My heart only shakes
My head is an earthquake
Crumbling and cracking

They told me to get over it
It's in the past
I can grow through this
But the voices won't leave

How can I not feel lonely
When my blood hurt me
The blood I trusted and loved
The blood I followed and obeyed

They betrayed
And left me like a stray
I ran so far away
But I'm incomplete

I always have been
I found myself last year
But lost it in the fear
That speaking up was bad

You taught me that
You ignored my whole life
But taught me one clear message
Fear everything for it is evil

Only obedience is pure
Purity is true beauty
Talking back is mutiny
My life is worthless
You are my king

Take everything
Throw me away
Ask me why I didn't stay
Because I can't find my own way

I am a stray
No one wants to rescue me
Forever a lost kitten
Someone please put me to sleep