harmony crescent

Jan 2016

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Logic

I love how
despite how illogical it is,
somebody not speaking feels like
the end of the world.

Okay, maybe not the end.
But I get panicky,
I get worried that perhaps this is the end
despite what they've said
before.

You think you're being cute
and quirky and fun
but really they're worn out
by your smile,
they're dreading the next
time they have to pretend to
hug you
and tell you
everything's just fine.

Everything isn't fine.

I can see it.

You've been saying that
everything is fine
for far too long now
when before you'd take me
swimming in your mind,
skinny dipping where few
dare to go.

Where did that
closeness go?

Please,

speak?

This is just ew I'm sorry~

#love #fear #sad #depression #depressed #anxiety #frustration #logic #friendship #emotion

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mean every word

i dont need the flowers
spend time not cash
please just sit and talk

all a movie can do
is delay
stay and talk with me

look deep in to my eyes
and dont forget them
deep blue and green
two drops of wild ocean
and they need you
to mean it

sit under these amazing stars
soon they will be gone
and the entire world will no longer remember
them

oh why is it so easy to forget?

savor my words
they wont be here forever
no matter how much i want them to

i love you
almost too much
it is too important to me

just sit and talk and mean every word

#love #talk #meanit

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I Know

I Know that i am Beautiful
I Know that my heart is Sacred Ground
I Know i have a Strong, Free Voice
and I Know there is None Like Me to be Found

#iknow

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Sitting on the Sidelines

if you're wondering where to find me
i'll simply be here,
watching
i'm not lonely, exactly
just alone
but usually like it that way
until i do get lonely
it creeps around the corner
and slides through the cracks
of the wall around my heart

but that's enough
i think to myself
self-pity is nothing a smile can't take care of
it requires nothing but patience, contentment, and
thoughtfulness
to simply
sit on the sidelines

#patience #walls #sidelines #thougtfulness

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Phrases

"Thank you."

"I love you"

"I'm sorry."

"God Bless You!"*

So overused, so overlooked
These phrases should only be said if they are meant with *the whole heart

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I Will Never Understand

Those Girls Who

wear too much make up
spit when they talk
think flirting will get them somewhere
complain about everything
lie, gossip, cheat
take too many selfies, then edit them until you can't tell what you are looking at
only care about what they're saying
have no clue what personal space is
live at Starbucks
know who your crush is, then take him away
say they don't judge, but are always silently judging
say they hate drama, then go kiss their friends date
laugh at their own jokes
laugh at old folks
chat during sad parts in movies
read your texts but never text back
and can't read your face when you're too sad to speak

#understand #thosegirls

Jan 2016

Alias

feelings through the guitar

the fingertips hurt
the best kind of pain
beautiful music in my ears
the guitar strings vibrate

word come wobbling out of my mouth
sometimes they make sense
and sometimes they do not
sometimes they're nonsense

feelings have no reason
just wants to be expressed
comes and goes with the seasons
makes me feel both sad and blessed

#feelings #words #senses #hurt #music #guitar #nonsense #blessed