When the night ends
With a sunrise
That’s him
Showing up
After her darkest time

Shattered into pieces
spread out across the floor
like a ****** ****** scene
you did this in cold blood
finished your job, then left
like nothing happened
like I didn’t mean anything
no one can solve this case
yet even see what went down
because no one can see
my shattered heart

Got a heart so big you can fit and take care of many of the ones you love. But you need to clean your heart once in a while, for all the people that are in there and for those who left. Take a look inside. Don’t be fooled, you might find that someone is in your heart that is not supposed to be there anymore, and it’s okay if it’s hard for you to let them go, they might not have a place to go. But sweetheart they cannot overstay their welcome. It's your heart, not theirs, once they were a part of you, but not anymore.

I dream about you
knocking on my door
pulling me outside
into the rain
in the middle of
the night
raindrops looks like
shooting stars
but you're like the sun
keeping us warm
let's go side by side
I'm sure we'll find
some place
for you and I

When I talk
and you can't understand
don’t speak
just listen
listen to my words
stories
about pain
my feelings
remember they’re not yours
just mine
only a few knows
the same pain
so when I tell you
open up
just listen
and if you know what I talk about
then
and only then
are you allowed to speak

I didn’t know
until you said it
how it felt
to be loved

I didn’t know
until you did it
how it felt
to be broken

I didn’t know
until you were gone
how it felt
to be lost

I didn’t know
until you didn’t matter
how it felt
to be stronger

Nothing
comes easily.
it all
depends
on the pain
you are willing
to go through
to get it.

Slow music,
that we don’t acknowledge.

Gentle touches,
the only thing we wear.

Passionate kisses,
so we become one.

Once a day I picture you
in front on me
feeling you next to me
letting you know that I care
how worthy you are
of simple happiness

Once a day I try to find
your eyes, but your hands
always finds me first
pulling me closer
like a tsunami

Once a day I feel that these
butterflies explode into fireworks
because of the way
you say my name

I want to scream and shout
even cry till there’s no tears left
but it's like something is blocking
the gates for the tears
does that mean that
am I over you?

As i was laying there
shattered into pieces
trying to collect myself
failed too many times
I almost gave up
a ray of sunshine
came by
lit up the room
so I could finally see
where I should
begin

I spent all day
in the sun and
realised
you didn't have
to sit next to me
for the sun
to shine

She is a bouquet
in his hands
his smile so big
fascinated by her beauty
feeling lucky
to show her off
to the world
as he walked
around town

every time
we sit here
time stops
even at night
as we lay down
it feels like
we are next to
each other
as we close
our eyes
that feeling
goes away
because I
see you
next to me

I love being silly
a child at heart with
a 100 year olds brain
I just can't help it

I'll take one hair and
place it on your lap
which means you are
important to me

I'll pinch your cheeks
while I'm exited
which means you
are precious to me

I'll hold your hand
no matter where we might be
which means I feel
safe around you

the rain is
pouring down
outside
in here we are
safe and warm
you're sleeping
I'm getting closer
to you so you
won't freeze
holding you
in my arms
you take a deep
breath and as I
study your
angel face
I can't help
but feel home

Heavy rain
thunder outside
as a new day begin
smelling your skin
kissing your chest
It’s here that I rest
seeing your smile
wake up
makes my burning heart
turn into a wildfire
I cannot control
I know you feel it too
your heart beats faster
as I keep kissing you
grab my back
hold my hair
and kiss me
good morning

I'm sorry for not
letting you
get to me
for not giving
you a chance
to let me down
you just didn’t
deserve that
satisfaction

I saw you today
you entered my mind
it’s the way the sun shines
the beautiful shades of blue
up in the sky
birds chirping
all of these
reminds me of your
strong personality
so bright and colorful
you’re like the season of spring
you are in this air

I wonder how you are
I might be crazy or even evil
for hoping you suffer
during this time of corona
not able to work
stay home with her
the one you settled with
instead of waiting for me
we are soulmates
but the kind
that’s not meant
to be together

Today I just want to hear you
say my name
with that teasing voice
see that crooked smile
as I feel the sun burn
on my pale skin
but now you fade away
like the clouds
on this sunny morning
wearing your favorite color
in lace lingerie
on my birthday

I’m always on the run
running for my life
I don’t know where to
I just know I’m running
from my past

every time
someone
comes around
I fall
even when
I know
it will never
work out

every time
someone
wants me
it's too difficult
there's always
a distance
between us
yet I fall

I remember the first time
love came by
wide smile
a little shy
but it had
big brown eyes
filled with dreams
of a better life
introduced itself
with a simple ‘hi’
I knew it was love
that had just
stopped by
because it left me
wanting more