I dream about you
knocking on my door
pulling me outside
into the rain
in the middle of
the night
raindrops looks like
shooting stars
but you're like the sun
keeping us warm
let's go side by side
I'm sure we'll find
some place
for you and I

I didn’t know
until you said it
how it felt
to be loved

I didn’t know
until you did it
how it felt
to be broken

I didn’t know
until you were gone
how it felt
to be lost

I didn’t know
until you didn’t matter
how it felt
to be stronger

Nothing
comes easily.
it all
depends
on the pain
you are willing
to go through
to get it.

When I talk
and you can't understand
don’t speak
just listen
listen to my words
stories
about pain
my feelings
remember they’re not yours
just mine
only a few knows
the same pain
so when I tell you
open up
just listen
and if you know what I talk about
then
and only then
are you allowed to speak

As i was laying there
shattered into pieces
trying to collect myself
failed too many times
I almost gave up
a ray of sunshine
came by
lit up the room
so I could finally see
where I should
begin

Your hands
holding my face
gently stroke
my cheeks
with your thumbs
making me
blush

every time
we sit here
time stops
even at night
as we lay down
it feels like
we are next to
each other
as we close
our eyes
that feeling
goes away
because I
see you
next to me

I spent all day
in the sun and
realised
you didn't have
to sit next to me
for the sun
to shine

I want to scream and shout
even cry till there’s no tears left
but it's like something is blocking
the gates for the tears
does that mean that
am I over you?

I love being silly
a child at heart with
a 100 year olds brain
I just can't help it

I'll take one hair and
place it on your lap
which means you are
important to me

I'll pinch your cheeks
while I'm exited
which means you
are precious to me

I'll hold your hand
no matter where we might be
which means I feel
safe around you

She is a bouquet
in his hands
his smile so big
fascinated by her beauty
feeling lucky
to show her off
to the world
as he walked
around town

Heavy rain
thunder outside
as a new day begin
smelling your skin
kissing your chest
It’s here that I rest
seeing your smile
wake up
makes my burning heart
turn into a wildfire
I cannot control
I know you feel it too
your heart beats faster
as I keep kissing you
grab my back
hold my hair
and kiss me
good morning

Would you stay
if I asked you to?

Would you stay
if I gave you a reason?

Would you stay
if I gave you all of me?

Would you stay
if I promise never to let you go?

Would you stay
if I told you that I love you?

the rain is
pouring down
outside
in here we are
safe and warm
you're sleeping
I'm getting closer
to you so you
won't freeze
holding you
in my arms
you take a deep
breath and as I
study your
angel face
I can't help
but feel home

I’m always on the run
running for my life
I don’t know where to
I just know I’m running
from my past

Enchanted by you
when you fall asleep
laying close to me
wrapped in you

As your pillow
I'll make you comfortable
make you feel so loved

Let every worry you carry
from the world outside
stay out there

Because in here
you're mine
I'm yours

I don't know how
how you did this
but it's okay
you got me

Sometimes
I wish I wasn’t born
ever thought of
so I wouldn’t 
have to endure
put through all
this pain or
all these storms 
that are in my mind

I saw you today
you entered my mind
it’s the way the sun shines
the beautiful shades of blue
up in the sky
birds chirping
all of these
reminds me of your
strong personality
so bright and colorful
you’re like the season of spring
you are in this air

I wonder how you are
I might be crazy or even evil
for hoping you suffer
during this time of corona
not able to work
stay home with her
the one you settled with
instead of waiting for me
we are soulmates
but the kind
that’s not meant
to be together

Today I just want to hear you
say my name
with that teasing voice
see that crooked smile
as I feel the sun burn
on my pale skin
but now you fade away
like the clouds
on this sunny morning
wearing your favorite color
in lace lingerie
on my birthday

Shattered into pieces
spread out across the floor
like a ****** ****** scene
you did this in cold blood
finished your job, then left
like nothing happened
like I didn’t mean anything
no one can solve this case
yet even see what went down
because no one can see
my shattered heart

My ears still hurt from
all the lies you used
to whisper