on some summer days there’s a zephyr effervescent

a sweet summer wind that carries honey in its heart

with the sun’s loving gaze making all incandescent

78 degree days are a study in art

a poetic kiss
my soft lips craving for yours
whispering nothingness.
17/11/2020

i mean aren't i supposed to know
where to go and how to feel
what happens? when i'm abandoned.
on this raft in a sea called my emotions
im afloat but my heart is drowning.
i still alive but the sharks are surrounding.
the same sharks that feed
on the broken moments in my head
AS I LAY IN MY BED
i lay, in my bed and stare at the ceiling
convincing myself its okay to be mistreated
is it

in
what way
is
the
ice cream moon
covered with
red licorice sticks
made of
red strawberries
bang zoom pop wee
and gobble glee
away we go
fernando
its so dandy
when
the moon
taste like candy

I didn't
want
to wake
up
this morning
because
the cat
was
curled at
my
feet for
warmth.

I'm sorry I can't help it.
I fall too fast,
Too scared of rejection.
I wish I knew how to control my feelings about her.
My mind is racing,
Not knowing what will come next.
I'm fine, just being friends.
Tell me you won't leave.

Colors streak blue skies
as the sun makes its descent
towards the horizon.