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There is a gravity to
sadness; it pulls me
downward into a
deep dark well.
I can't climb out.
It's my own private hell.
I pray for levitation.
I jump, only to fall.
I feel forgotten.

I put one foot in
front of the other,
and I will rise.
I move on.
Hope returns like
a long lost friend,
and I find my sanctuary.
I have 2 and a half weeks sober  I went to the hospital and had 2 withdraw seizures.  I fell and hit my head, I got a concussion and a small brain bleed, I am hopeful.
 Feb 2023 Swapnil Duryodhan
soft
Some days I am swimming,
most days I am sinking.
There is never a day where I
can simply just float.
i microdose sleep
like a pro
little sips
just the tip

i’d tell you about
the dreams
if they’d ever
visit me

but i wake more
than i slumber
the night
a black hole
of mystery

all the pennies
i threw in the trash
over the years

maybe if i’d
saved them up
i could afford
to enter the
contest

& win the
gold ribbon
on this quest
for just a little
r e s t
Lead me away from this unfair realm
Beyond my stormy days and dark skies
Kiss me hard
Embrace me tight
Take me to the gracious place  where I found your heart
Sweetheart I'll keep safe and
Warm and protect you from the storm
And I'll truly love and respect you and
I hope our hearts will beat forever
Because Sweetheart
I'll never find another women who's
Truly as Beautiful as you.
She's Beautiful 😻😻😻
 Jan 2023 Swapnil Duryodhan
viola
sometimes I wish I had cancer
then people would send me flowers, and get well soon cards.
but I am bipolar
so when I am sick
I suffer alone, ashamed
because too many times
people synonymously use my illness for crazy.

-please stop
Maybe the fact that I am a human,
that this very moment could be my last
makes living more beautiful.
Maybe my eyes are a cursed palace,
where dreams might never arrive
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