el fuego adentro nunca muere

(The fire inside never dies)

The ancient circle consisting of infinite untapped power.  

Mother Gaia. My bond with this realm as of now is temporary.  Please, hear my voice, bearing through holding the weight of the skies, give me strength to be encouraged by prayers!

Devine energy, granted to me by ancestors of many generations. To answer my calling, for healing and protection to be casted to all.

My blood is not the only offering, of my very being, to give for the sake of saving this world!

My shadow dances and flickers with other dimensional beings. Then is solidifies and remains glued to the ground.

Drowning in the
Sands of shifting time...

Lost in time.  
Staring into the abyss
Losing myself
Following the lines
Losing my mind.

My heart continuously
Leaves me in a bind
The world becomes illuminated
Angels falling from the skies
I believe in the peace
I see, Glowing in eyes.
In the end, you will never know...
What these scars actually defines!

You must have lost it

Believing, that I'll never learn

Playing in the inferno winds of anger

Until your soul burns

You over here

tripping and twisting
Everything you heard. I know action speaks louder than words.

Acting like I am a father

with no other concerns.

Lost in another predicament

Spiraling in a mix of riddling differences

Where were you, when I needed my spirits lifted?


I am tired of the fighting and IGNORANCE!

Tired of drowning into my soul's
eternal emptinesss

F* me, because of my mindful intentions?

F* YOU, for thinking I never listen!

Forget my name, if I ever ended up missing!

My back chained to the wall, imprisoned by these dark
and dominate feelings

Trapped in my own suffocating prison

I follow the vision, eye for an eye. I put it on all that I love, don't need magic to make wishes. For his security, my story must keep living!!

I am under no condition, under any position. To make, providing riches, for my babies a competition!!

Why would I drag your name through the mud?

In the name of all you love, I would give time and I would give blood!

There's a part of me, that I thought died.

This part of me sees, the God(s) in me.


Many split personalities. Divide all realities. Energy and thoughts all for inhumanity.  

The versions of all indenities, fighting for my sanity.


I want to live....
I want to die ...
The darkness. The light.
What is the meaning of eternal life?!

LIFE wants to give love unconditionally and Death is absolutely lustful as we see.
Controlled chaos inside of a beautiful
catastrophic tragedy.  If  I cursed my godly essence, is this blasphemy?

Trapped within myself, in a comforting prison, to never be free. I can hear you calling out to me.  Never, was this the way, this is suppose to be.
One day, I will go (die) ghost, hopefully....


Through more eyes, have open the realization. Deceived by unworldly hallucinations.  Cannot go against time or creation! Praying for salvation will come before my reincarnation!!

I  don't want to live...
I  don't want to die....
The other part of me.....
calling out from the other side....

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Our bodies touch
as I embrace you tightly
I feel an overwhealming
warm sensation consuming
my entire body as I
run my fingers through
your long and beautiful hair.

I begin to kiss you lovingly
and passionately on the lips
to ultimately display
my affection for you
and feelings that
can''t be explained
even in the most
beloved words.

Sweet and soft kisses
on your neck are
to let you know that
I''m ready this time
to show you that
you are meant to
be mine and only mine
for now and forever.

I place my hand on
your leg slowly sliding
it up to your thigh
gently massaging your
inner thigh while
I bite into your neck
listening to your soft moans
and becoming more aroused
as more delightful thoughts
come into mind, on how
I can pleasure and satisfy you
mentally and sexually.

Excitement and the craving
for lust becomes addicting
and drives us both mad
with wild intentions to
make love to one another
I remove all of your clothing
along with mine as well,
I place you on the bed
I take it slowly once again
by kissing your body all over

my hands wonder all over you
massaging your legs,
massaging your thighs
then massaging your *******
I align your body with mine
carefully allowing myself
to go inside of you
because I value every
moment of our intiment pleasure
my hip movement corresponds to yours.
I whisper loving thoughts in your ear
on how my endless desire to
please you like you truely deserve
may not ever be fufilled.

I caress you
while you are in my lap
we exchange loving
and passionate wet kisses
I increase my speed
and exert more force
making myself go "harder" and
"faster" allowing you to feel
the warming sensations that
I once felt before flow
into you as well
I feel you tighten up around me
I notice that your legs and arms
are placed around my waist
clinging to me tightly
feeling safe and secure
in my arms
you wanting and encouraging me
to do whatever I please
as long as I don''t stop
I become driven by
my very own intentions
I feel the both of us
on the verge of climaxing.

A day of surprises and love to overfill the heart

Moments to embrace with family that are sweeter than cake.

All presents are cherished,  just like any time given to be gifted with you.


May the prayers be answered by the universe,  for you to receive endless days such as this to glofrify!

Happy birthday,
My dear Reyna.