Trigger Warning: This piece might contain language and involves graphic detail on pain towards one actual self.

"If she never gave up on you.

"If he never gave up on you.....

Why do you take  all of this out on yourself?

More than one person NEEDS YOU! But don't just live for me! Live for you!

Isolation to free one, from the true self of suffering in constant repetition.

Empty room. Empty, like my dismantled heart.

Pushing the razor into the skin, over and over again. Bleeding everything out, that was once imprisoned within.

"Let me hurt myself."

"Let me go, I want to die"

The pain, I feel when I look deeply into your eyes.

The sadness speaks to me in ways, you have never realized!

"Let you hurt yourself?"

We are suppose, to be friends!

" Let you go?"

Then let me follow you, on your journey until the end!

"Let you hurt yourself?"

We are suppose, to be friends!

"So, I am never letting you go!!
It would destroy me, to see you hurt in any irreversible manner! "


The pain in your eyes.
The scars on your thighs and hands...

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I understand...


Please remember. Regardless of how bad,  you feel your situation is.  Remember,  you doing everything about it just by living and giving yourself freedom from the shadows.  Why live in the dark? When we are beings of compassion and light? Fueled by imagination? Let yours roam!

Let your unfold for all the greatness,  you have to offer!

Death before dishonor. My mindset is intricate. Trauma trapped in terrror, taking toll, lost from destiny's control, this soul carry scars, from my ancient lineage!

Our hearts creates the art, empowered by our voice, we wield foundational instruments! Breaking through depression since, as an adolescent,  resisting and reversing the barriers of resentment! Momma told me. "Power is present in your mind. Do not believe your human body is impaired or limited!"

Beyond the eyes, that foreseen demise. Do not perceive these lies, which altered the design, that'll strip you away of your abilities and privledges!

The conquest to eradicate prolonging diseases. Just to keep all adjust to maintain a fit! The virus is eternal, for I refuse to allow this hatred, to make me sick! She says "You wield too much pride in your influence" for I will carry on, strong, sharpen as the sword of might, for him as a savior of the light! Battling even with both wrists slit!

He always proclaimed "That you needed help"
Pushing away love, from everyone else. Just to keep fighting this war with my eternal true-self. Who understands the pain coursing through my veins?

Dragging me into another prolonging depth. None of it melts away even through all the tears that I've wept!

Going against the hands of time

Feeling there is no other escape.... The human mind, shift to alternate and create a different states... To show us vividly... We master and control our very own fate.

How many love ones will you foresake?

How many promises would you easily break?

How many hearts must be broken, for you to realize that this illness through hate, would drive you blindly to haste into the makings of another callous mistake?"

Without any hesitation please contact the Suicide Prevention Hotline by dialing 1-800-273-8255

It's suicide prevention month. The topic of choice which may be delicate for some to speak on openly.

If you experienced such unpleasantness and depending morally on what will be wise. Note that suicide is neither right or wrong.  Be in mind of this these feelings do not limit you to being "mentally unstable, flawed as a human, defect of character, or as some would pronounce as "crazy", or lack of willpower." People composed of different natures and raising by parent(s) vary differently with the capacity to withstand pain as it comes. You are not alone. You are here now! For that I am very glad of in spite of the imbalance between the pain and coping resources! Because, of the desire to receive "relief" and rejoice. These are feelings indeed. Remember, a feeling is something you can't experience unless

"YOU ARE ALIVE!" You have the strength to carry forth. You can do this. Your situations may they be good, bad, or neutral are temporary, so in what use is a permanent solution for any cause?

Be grateful for you. Be grateful towards yourself. Life rewarding you with the chance to create new amends.... I am absolutely grateful for you. You can talk to me about anything. If I cannot personally help with advice. Listening would not propose itself as a problems in accordance to your concerns....

Get out there and keep winning!

You were placed on this earth for amazing things.
Fulfill those waiting aspirations.