I often times imagine, as I
kiss him, what it would feel like,
to be pressing my lips tightly
against yours.

When I lay down at night
and close my eyes, I picture you,
laying next to me, and what your,
warm embrace might feel like.

I dream often about you,
sometimes we are in love,
other times I see you with her,
and I wake up heartbroken.

But then I realize, I am the
real heart-breaker here, and maybe,
it is just all exciting and new, and that is why,
it feels so good to feel this way.

My days without you are often long.
Hours spent thinking of something, anything,
an excuse, just to talk to you.
I crave your presence, almost as if
you were a drug that I am addicted to.
The other day you stopped by.
I wondered if you noticed how I shook,
every time you even breathed in my direction.
I could not help but to try to avoid your gaze.
When I looked up, you were staring deeply,
into my eyes, and I could not look away.
A smile broke out, and a strong urge to,
get closer to you overcame me.
But next thing you know, you were gone.
And the next day I heard talks of the,
skinnier, prettier girl whom you like.
And I was heartbroken all over again.

I have thought about you,
And what we could ever be,
Yesterday, today,
And I will probably still think of you
Tomorrow too

Today I learned that you
Like someone else
Too insecure to say anything
While I sit here suffering
Too afraid to talk to you

You texted me this morning
And I could not help but smile
I am going to hope what I heard
Was just a rumor

I do not want to give up on these dreams
But I guess if that is what I have to do
Then I will leave it alone
I will try to forget about you

I used to be a night person, until I knew
I would see you every morning. You are better
than my caffeine kick, to get me through the day.
The other day, I told you that I
loved night time. Puzzled,
you asked me why. Little did you know,
It is because in my dreams, I am
always with you. You called the day,
gorgeous, which made me jealous. For I
will never be as beautiful as the morning sun,
that you love so much.

The other morning,
I found myself worried,
About what I was going to wear
And how I was going to look.

The next day,
I found myself renewed,
Doing things I would never do
Hoping you were watching quietly.

The day after that,
I found myself anxious,
Wondering when I would hear from you again
Hoping it was you every time my phone rang.

All day yesterday,
I found myself daydreaming,
About the next time we meet
And how I want so much more.

Now we reach today,
I found myself desperate,
Needing to know how you are feeling
Because you have me feeling crazy.

Your eyes are most unique
I want to stare into them
Like how I stare at the ocean
Waves washing in

Your laughter makes me smile
And laugh like I never knew
Like I am a little girl
Talking to her first crush

The way your face gets red
When you are really shy
Like the color of my roses
That I love so much

You make me forget things
That I do not want to feel
And just for those moments
It all seems so clear

I had a dream about you the other night
We were laughing and drinking
Sitting next to each other when
You grabbed me and kissed me

I wish I was not just dreaming
But I feel like we are both too shy
I have to find a way to somehow
Be in your life

I wanted to tell you
But I think you already know
That what I really feel
Is starting to grow