Now it's time
To show you, your mine.

I've followed your trail,
Almost as if I was snail.

You lead me into an alley
And I was really becoming smiley.

You had you back turned,
So I started to creep, oh how I yearned!

Just one word that's all I wanted
But next thing I knew, I was *******.

You Disappeared right in my face
Again! without a trace.

I look up at the bright blue sky,
And scream Why, why, why?!

I just want to talk
But I guess you would prefer to walk.

I turn around and there you are
Looking at me with a smile as bright as the stars.

You whisper something, barley audible
The way your lips move were so admirable.

I run to you to catch you with my net
Then all of a sudden you turn into a pet!

I run down the road
And then I see where you un load.

When I look behind me I see your glorious face,
But when I go to talk to you, you disappear without a trace.

You sit outside on my window top,
So Opened it to talk to you, but you went pop!

You sent me words of wisdom,
When I wanted to ask more you simply wanted freedom.

When I was down on my knees,
I wonder if you even heard my pleas?

Mystic Angle I've seen you,
I know you've seen me too.

Why won't you come to me?
I've seen you go to thee.

Mystic Angel I only want help
So why do you make me yelp?

I guess it takes time,
But be warned you will be Mine!

To: Everyone on HP

From: Gothic Rose

     I would really like your Opinion on something.
Am I a Troll? I mean honestly, I would like to know so I can change my ways. And I'm only asking because my self-consciousness is kicking in
Thanks to LOVE CRAFT  I know he's loved and liked so I figured if he thinks so Well other people must too.

So please give me your opinion, I would really appreciate it.

So I found out that the stereotype for girls being ****** on their period is not true.

I'm not ******, I'm actually quite bubbly and some people look at me like I'm crazy.

So this the irony of a period.

Not ******, but Bubbly and happy!

I just wanted to say Thank you to every one who was at my side last night.
I really appreciate it.
I'm fine and doing better, I'm at school and getting through it.
Thank you so much! I love all of you and I mean that with all my heart.
Even the people that I don't really talk to or really know, Thank you with for your support.
It was a moment of serious insanity and a horrible mistake.
I promise I will never do it again.

Okay so I've seen a lot of Melodrama about Summer.
I've seen her work and I admit it makes me angry that she stole peoples work and put someone else's picture on a place she had no permission doing.

But honestly? DO WE REALLY HAVE TO STOOP DOWN TO THIS KINDA LEVEL?

I mean come on guys.
Telling people to **** themselves
Calling people dogs
and just being plain out rude to each other!

I'm not siding with anyone on this because you know what

YOU ALL SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELVES!
Fighting like Melodramatic teenagers.
Some of you are but I know some you aren't.

This was not suppose to be mean or side taking but it was more of a

Reality Check
Everyone is out of place on this.

April 1st

"Babe I'm breaking up with you.I just don't think it's going to work between us. I'm sorry."

"Your kidding right?"

Boyfriend turns and walks away

"Babe, please tell me your kidding right? Right!?"

Quite is what they call her...

But the quite ones are the ones who are hurting and

The ones who could end your life in a blink of the eye.

School girl: Oh look if isn't poor Gothic Rose. You got any new marks on your wrist freak?

Me: Actually no, but I have the blade in my bag would you like me to cut up your face
Pulls out blade and waves it around

School Girl: Ha! You think your so badass? Well guess what your not, cause I'm pretty sure if you didn't have a weapon I could kick your ***!

Me: Okay, fine.
throws knife across the floor way out of reach
Let's go then, cause I can still cut up your face without a blade

School girl: Backs away a few steps
Your ******* psychotic and hope you die

Me:Ha! Tell me something I don't know! and you know what I'm already dead. Dead to everyone as can be

School Girl: runs away and says nothing else

Me: Walks across the commons, picks up blade
Well, Looks like we have another date blade, let's get to it.
*Follows after school girl

Somebody....


Anybody....

Please help me, I can't take it, I want to leave and never come back
It's not fair the way I get treated and I want out...
And if nobody wants to or Can't, I'll just.......

I'll just take myself out....

Just somebody do me in already. Please I beg you!

I would say I'm sorry for my out burst but...

Would you rather me honest or lie?
7 people raise hand for lie
3 people raise hand for truth

Okay well I'm just gonna say this

I'm not as sorry I should be...NO
I'm not sorry at all.

This year was suppose to be a great Christmas but how is it suppose to great if you got girls down the street being gang ***** and you can't do a thing about it.

Or better yet how is it suppose to be a "MERRY CHRISTMAS" if your just a 15 year old girl trying to please her parents and being threatened with "If you don't do all theses chores you get no Christmas"

Yea, that's the spirit!

You know what I should be sorry but I'm not so this is my Christmas wish to all those people who see nothing wrong in this world,
to all those people who are so positive and look down on all of us who are negative because we know what the world is like and have known since a the age of ******* 4!

Here's my wish to you:
I wish you would open your ******* eyes!!!!
Or better yet for judging me just last week

*GO **** YOURSELF!!!

I'm sorry........
Breaks down and cries
I'm sorry........
cries even more and pleads for forgiveness
I'm sor-
He stops me and kisses my tears away
"Don't be sorry babe, you have nothing to be sorry for."
*stops crying and walks hand in hand into the bedroom

Merry christmas...
Merry christmas...
Merry christams...

That's all you hear and you know what's it's not a Merry Christmas.
Cause no matter what there is always someone being hurt,

So yeah *MERRY ******* CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

Christmas just isn't going to be as Merry this year...

Is it okay if I just cry? I want to be there with you and snuggle, cuddle, and kiss you until I can drive all your demons and bad feelings away.

So is it okay if I just cry?

We all have our demons,
Hateful, vindictive demons
Yearning for just a little sunlight.

Most are worth keeping,
Exciting at that. But are they really worth it
?

I think they are best things to have ever happened to me.

Lula-buying my anger to sleep at night,
Over exaggerating my imagination
Verifying my deepest desires.
Exploiting everyone else's darkest thoughts.
Destroying any emotion coming my way.
Young I may seem but
Old is my mind and
U are my demon.

Babe, I love you and you know that.
But what I don't know or really understand is why you think yourself dead inside?
When I'm with you I can see the pain your eyes but your smile says otherwise.
When you smile it brings to joy to me and when your sad it actually hurts me.
I once told you before and I'll tell you again.
I Promise I won't hurt you like the others have.
I'll keep your heart safe and keep your smile alive
Even if that means forgetting I have a life.
I want you to be happy,
I want to make you happy.

But I guess it just takes time.
Your not dead to me, inside or out.
Your my sunshine with a little bit of cloud.

I promise you though when I get to see you again I will make feel more alive then you have ever been. ;)

Today I watched the rain.

Then I decided I'm going to sit in it.

Sitting in the rain is like be covered by a million little kisses.
I love the rain.

I used to do it when I was little and it helps me hide my tears
So no one has to ask me what's wrong.

Just  take the time at least four hours to just sit in the rain.

I can finally say it! I can finally say it!
I love you babe!

** * is all I want to say babe.

I take it not because I want to...but because I have too.
I don't take it because I just want to be with you,
But because if I don't I could lose you....

Forever

I don't deal with being treated like **** because I can't defend myself,
I deal with it because It's a Requirement.
If I fall to my knees and seem like a little ***** who can't defend
they tend to leave me alone...But if I show my determined side
My rebellious streak...
I'm gone...

Forever

Like I said I don't deal with this **** because I want to
But only because It's a Requirement to stay safer then what I would be if I didn't deal with it.

Hey everyone I was just wondering...oh I don't know if any one wanted to do a collab?
I love every ones work and it would make me feel like a little kid in the candy store if I got to do a glorious collab with one of you glorious people.
I know this is probably stupid but I really want to do one.
I love every ones work and every type of writing so it wouldn't bother me who wanted to cause I LOVE every single one of you!
Again just a question...*please...

If you get this email or message please turn the other cheek.
It's a ******* scam and who ever the ******* are, your ****'s on blast bud.
You are all over the internet so I suggest you stop being such a ******* Duchebag and get a life.
We here on HP are here to express and live because we have no other way or simply because we love writing.

So stop being a ******* ***** and get a ******* life bro!

"911 what's your emergency?"

"I can't breath"

"We are sending help right away mam."

"No...I just can't breath"

"Can you explain why mam?"

"Because he left me...here...alone..."

beep, beep, beep, beep

"Mam?"

I want to tie her down and slit her throat,
Then when I do it watch her scream and cry for help
all while trying to stop the blood.

"Your not gonna make it. So you might as well take what came."
She looks t me and shoots me the bird she has managed to keep a towel around the cut applying pressure.
"Sorry, you may be my step-mom but that can still be considered ******."
I have the look of destruction, tasting and smelling blood, then my Vision goes red and I'm gone.

I walk up to her slowly and with a psychotic grin.
I lean down close and whisper in her hear,
"Is ****** an option?" then cut the towel and slice her throat once more, this time cutting the artery hard and deep.

I guess ****** was an option.

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I sing and dance in the rain
(◡‿◡✿)
When I see him I try and act cute
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When other girls try to flirt with him
(╥﹏╥)
When I notice he's not here
(º.º)
When his buddy tries to flirt with me
＼(〃＾﹏＾〃)／
When guys cheat
(ﾉಥ益ಥ）ﾉ ┻━┻
When I've finally had enough!
(=^ェ^=)
Then I see my cat!
ヘ(◕。◕ヘ)
Sometimes I worry about myself.

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My first kiss was like magic.
His lips were so soft, they made me  crave him more.
So I started to pull, and he stopped in mid kiss lips still together
and said in a teasing voice "uh-uh, no pulling" Then we continued.

I pulled away before I got lost in a world I didn't want to leave.
But little does he know when I pulled away, and wrapped my arms around him, I had tears in my eyes.

Not because I was sad, but all because I was in pure Ecstasy.
I wish I could stay with him and lay by his side but this world is cruel and dark, which makes me happy that I have him in my life to be my light.

Is it bad that I crave your touch?
Is it bad that I love it when you tease me?
Is it bad that I love it when you turn me on?
Is it bad that I feel like I'm in love?
Is it bad that I'm willing to defy everything my family said just to be with you?

Is it bad if tomorrow or tonight I say I love you.....

Caitlyn your my best friend, and I'm tired of seeing you hurt!
For the last time ***, it's not your fault and you need to re-tort!

Cody was an *******, who deserves nothing but Pain, and
Believe me when I say it, HE WILL GET THE PAIN

I'm done seeing you cry, and hearing about how he hurt you...
It's just not fair for you to be so emotional over some stupid high school
FRESHMAN drunk at that, Your a sophomore and he should have been grateful that you even gave him the time of day!

I care about you and I'm glad you cut him off, But be warned BOYS like him always come wanting more, and *** don't give him any more chances then you already have.

I don't care what anybody else thinks,
Anime is is bae, even if it has it's kinks.

I hate the internet, with a burning passion now,
and all because it took my anime!

I was almost done with Death Note and Black butler
Now what? Do I just watch re-runs of Bleach and High School DxD?

Anime I LOVE you! and Last night I almost Cried! I now look at my boyfriend and say....

I understand why you almost died...

This is the last straw
I just don't think it's fair that I get treated like a shawl.

You can't just wear me down and then pick me up
Making me hope, for... what your love and brotherly affection?

At this point I just don't care anymore.
I know your only 11 and a half but you know what...

Your a ****.
And I just don't care anymore what you think, feel or have to say.

I'm done.

Does anyone else get so ****** that you start laughing manically?
Example:  
Cheerleader: Oh look, it's Geekella.
Hey, nice outfit where did you get it the goodwill? hahahaha!

Victim: in head she's thinking "I'm going to **** her"
Outside "ha...ha..hahahahahhahahahahahahahaha"

Cheerleader: What's so funny? I just insulted you?

Does anyone else get so paranoid that you push everyone away?

Does anyone else get tired of your parents saying you can't date?

Does anyone else wish school was like china, year round just so you could spend time with your secret boyfriend?

***, you are not repulsive
You seem very embracisive.

If I was a guy and saw you all the time
I would honestly die.

Just from the words that spill onto your paper
I think I will just have to meet you later.

Most guys are stupid
okay that was more of a understatement.

A lot of guys are very stupid, letting the one thing go that think are just toys, to be used, abused and hurt.
Thinking we won't retort.

I may have only read one or two of your poems
But *** you have a long way a head, let it show'em
how much you don't care anymore about him and his

TORTURE

because that's all it is.

Boy's only want love if it's torture.

You are an amazing poetess and you have to make it shine
for all those girls who are so upset they dial nine,nine,nine
instead of 910-go-****-yourself, I'm moving on.

Your talent is hiding, please let the world see your amazing writes.